08/12/2025
The hardest lesson God is teaching me right now… is PATIENCE .
Not the easy kind—
but the kind that shakes your faith, tests your strength, and teaches you to trust His plan even when everything hurts.
These past days have felt like a storm I wasn’t prepared for.
Grieving my mother’s passing…
Caring for my sick babies while trying to stay strong…
And on top of it all, the heavy, painful fear of how I will bring my mama’s body home....
It’s overwhelming.
It’s heartbreaking.
And yet… in the middle of all this, God whispers:
“Be still. I am with you.”
I am learning patience in the deepest place of my pain—
Patience when answers are delayed
Patience when resources run dry
Patience when grief crashes like waves
Patience when I don’t know what tomorrow will look like
Trusting God’s plan doesn’t mean I don’t cry.
It doesn’t mean I don’t worry.
It means that even with trembling hands, I’m placing everything—my grief, my fears, my responsibilities, my mama’s final journey—into His hands, believing He will make a way.
If you’re walking through your own season of uncertainty, please know this:
You’re not failing.
You’re not forgotten.
Your tears are seen, and your prayers are heard.
To my siblings and families who are working hard and doing everything they can, I appreciate you all beyond words. We will bring mama home soon INSHAALLAH 🙏🤲.
One day, this season will make sense.
But for now, I’m choosing to stand in faith… even when my heart feels shattered.
