30/06/2025
Itâs June 30th, 6/12.
Half of this year is over. I started this year as a nobody who was really ambitious about maintaining a lifestyle that would motivate other people to move themselves toward a path they want to cross. I wanted to grow physically, mentally, and financially and document it so that Iâd never fall off track.
But thereâs a saying: âMan proposes, but God disposes.â
So, my life went in many other directions but one thing remained the same: I am still a nobody with a lot of ambitions. The only thing that probably has changed is that these days, sometimes I get recognized in public places by some lovely souls who have probably seen one or a few of my videos and I get to know them.
As someone who grew up craving attention his entire childhood (because I was fat and always thought I didnât belong anywhere) I get very surprised when someone approaches me and shares their thoughts about my content. I feel blessed.
However, with time, I changed my content style because I thought: Who would care about my routine or life? Why would that even matter? So, I stopped recording myself and became very inconsistent, both with my life and video making. Slowly, I dragged myself into a black hole where I was filled with negativity.
Then, suddenly, two weeks ago, I had an accident that got me thinking twice about everything. For the past two weeks, Iâve been reflecting a lot. Long story short, I think Iâve learned how to appreciate this little life that I have a bit more and become grateful for these past six months that brought me to a place where 16-year-old Nabil could never have imagined being.
But now, I think itâs time to sail my ship once again toward the very initial goal I had on day one of this year. We only have one life, and if we canât make it one where we are the main character, then whatâs the point of it?
Iâm a simple person from a very humble background with some simple goals in mind. I want to provide for myself and my family with the best Iâve got. To achieve that, I need to stay fit, get a decent job and be mentally strong. So, letâs walk our way through these goals for the next six months of the remaining year.
If any of you think my momentum will help you create your own momentum toward your goals or ambitions, then letâs have a walk together!
Rise and shine!