ARS Officials

23/07/2026

Nothing . . . . . .

Sometimes i just see those clouds & says in my mind that is that & this is this.
Like imagination beyond of everything but, then i realize a word - if a few of that coulds come close to each other it will 🌧 rain. After that i just smile at the sky & close my eyes to feel that lovely smell of that nature which only one can create
Allah.

So, let's says Alhamdulillah because you see it by your own eyes their are so who can't even see.

I know it's complicated to understand my words but if someday / somewhere / sometime
You just try to feel that once you will know what i meant

ALHAMDULILLAH 🤲 FOR EVERY BREATH
I KNOW & TRUST YOUR PATHS WHICH IS ONLY CREATED BY MY ”Allah”
Thank you for keeping me live to feel this lovely nature every day 🫀

22/07/2026

What actually i want in my life?
Or
What actually i wanna see me after getting old?

=

My answer is simple.
I just wants to see happy faces whom knows me 😅
I know that's mean everyone i know / knew
But, yes i wants happy faces around me
That's make me feel happy so, for this reason you can call me stupid. But, isn't it what everyone should wants???!!!!!

19/07/2026

Ajker topics -
Kobe boyos hobe? 🤣🤣🤣

Ai answer ta dite gele age bujte hobe boyos asole ki?
Time er sathe cholte cholte klanto hoye pora soril er boyos?
Naki sai soriler vitor lukiye thaka sotto akta mon je aj o jane na tar kobe jonmo hoise tar boyos?

Boths are right but in my eyes jai din boro hobo sai din boyos hobe 😉
Coz. Someone told me
Boyos abar ki
Boro hole boyos hobe amar boyos nai

10/07/2026

Sometimes i say in hindi - me asahi hu.... Keya karu 😪

But why??
= To answer this first you have to understand nature.
Why this nature be like nature?
Why is rain be like rain?
Why is river/pond/sea be like that?
Why mountain be like mountain?
Why a tree be like tree?

I know you don't get it still 🤣
Look this alls are belongs to Allah so, who you and me to answer this why is that like that type!!!
You can't change anyone why i am saying this?
Try to change a river what actually you do?
You will block river paths right?
It's will find another way to survive if only Allah wants then not because of that river has strong waves 🤣

But, only one thing can truly change which is behave with others if you can change it any one changes themselves fully 🤣
Why? I know you don't know 🤣🤣🤣🤣
Because, if you can't respect, if you can't be honest, if you can't be simple you will not behave well with others
I know you still don't get it 😒
Recharce about this in Al-Qura if you wanna truly change & wanna to find Allah
🤣🤣
Now you can say no can find Allah
But Allah says i am in every single thing which i created or excited or you can see 🤫🤫🤫
Still don't get it 🤣🤣🤣
Nothing to say

03/07/2026

Emotions 😪
Tough to explain
Tough to describe with words or language
Tough to express
Tough to feel & can't even know what actually it's like
So, many more.......

But, i can't feel what actually i want to say
But i am greatfull to my Allah 🤲
Alhamdulillah 🫀

26/06/2026

12/06/2026

Let's ask a question today......

What really you see in this?
= i know their is many different answers because we all are different. So, let me say what actually i see 🤔🤔🤔

When i finished capturing this picture i gradually asked myself what is the name of this creature, by remembering name in my mind or you can say i imagine what is the meaning of it's life & why only peoples above every living thing exists in this world?
All other living things have their own place to live own ways to communicate have their own ways to express their emotions but why only we above all this?
Then i realized that what actually i looked in this world. We slowly forget to express our feelings to them whom we used to love we slowly forget when someone die we slowly forget who actually we are. By having this exceptional talent what's only peoples have haven't they?
If you read this don't even try to match on your relagion. I know i see this world differently coz. I tried to get learn in everything. I know if anyone read this he or she will definitely think i don't even believe in any relagion for them i have no words to say but just one thing try to see you and other living things you will find answers in everything by only learning 😞
Which probably slowly i forget in my life
But i will try to learn each & every thing what excit in this beautiful world which is created by Almighty Allah 🤲

11/06/2026

Recently i slowly understand that i lost in everything.
But, one thing i know very well that their is no one / no where i can feel that i can say i am alive. These days i understand that in every sector in my daily life i am no one but a bunch of complain. Parents stopped talking with me & my wife, i stopped talking with me, friends are started avoiding me or i avoid them, family members are questions me why i slowly becoming like i have no extistance in this world and last but most important that slowly i avoid myself & my happiness or try to become happy in every moment whic i slowly getting forget to be happy all i know that now a days i faces most difficult times which i can ever imagine.

After doing all what i can do their is still everything is my fault. But their is some faults of mine but i didn't start anything but when i try to think what actually i did wrong i found everything because there is no one besides me to say that don't worry just give a try i know you can do it. I know that in my life every time i say this to myself but now i really wanna to know it from someone else.

But, i decide one thing after This Friday i will stop trying
& i will aim what i decided last month. I will stop everything what i eventually trying to recover myself / my memories/ my physical / mental health. Because last 3/4 days i can't even feel myself. I can't even feel any kind of emotions in me i really don't know why i can't feel i think after loosing everything which i cared most i loose so, now i stop trying to fixe me wht i forgotten in 2025.

But after this 5/6 months i can say i feel really heavy this days what i don't even feel in my heart in those years what i passed. I am tried of trying & fixing everything whatever i see.
From tomorrow i will stop my habits which i pushed this 5/6 months.

But, after all this what i really get that i make myself like a stone 🗿 which have to break now but i don't even know how because i am tired of every single second in my life. Now only i will focus on try to be puntual in time again what i really missed but not in my life. In where which i really belong which is 🤲

If i can say oneday that i am really a person who don't even feel any emotion is far better to say i am a good person who don't feel emotions 😶

Emotionless is something which i can't really have any idea how to explain, i think this the way so let's be what i really love 🤲🤲🤲🤲