30/06/2025
I loved too much
I loved too hard
I thought i am the burden
I thought i am weighing them down
Weighing them with pain and trouble
Weighing them with my fight against the world
So i chose leaving
I thought leaving was easy
I thought leaving would be an escape
I thought to relieve them from my unwanted baggages
So one day..
With sleepy blurry eyes i stared at everyone
But they were running around crazy
Running around to save me from drowning
They were ready to drown with me
They were ready to fight anything to save me
Their desperate cry was punching my heart
Their cry for help made the air heavier
But i thought i loved the most
But i thought i loved hard
I never realised loving hard was an understatement
I never realised they loved me harder
They loved me like only I matter
I never saw how they protected my heart
I never knew how they were ready to go up and beyond for me
I never understood how they surrounded me all over
They never let any cruelty reach me
They never let the world touch me with its harshness
I was the apple of their eye and i was blind to see it..
Something i wrote on hospital bed 😬
