10/04/2024
Do you understand the pain of watching someone ๐ฅนyou cherish ๐ญ slowly losing interest in you ๐ญ๐.. overthinking ๐คto the point you feel like they slowly๐ถโโ๏ธ distancing them selves from you ๐ญ..koore they don't khare anymore ๐ญ๐ญnot knowing what wrong you have done ๐ญ๐ญ.. they won't bother asking you how your day was ๐ญ๐ญ.. how you have been doing lately ๐ญ.. they don't ask you how you feeling ๐ญ..you will start the conversation and they give dry responses ๐ญ
The worst part is you keep on pretending ๐ that you don't notice such a sudden change and act if everything is okay ๐ญ๐ญ yet you getting emotionally drained ๐ญ.. that fake smile ๐๐ผ you keep giving jus to act as if you okay yet you are emotionally drowning ๐ญis so very traumatizing.. and waking up with that hope yaore all di ta loka ๐ญ but things getting worse day by day ๐ญ๐.. that situation where by you introspect๐๐ฟโโ๏ธ yourself trying to find all the mistakes you have done that ๐ถ distanced them and still find nothing ๐ญ๐ญ..
The sleepless nights trying to figure out what's wrong ๐ญ๐..yet you find nothing suspicious ๐ญ..
Having that feeling yaore maybe l should jus go but the heart still having that little hope.the heart telling you nahh dude you can't jus give up That easily ๐ญ ๐..be patient she will get back to her senses ๐ and start recognizing your worth Mara things di thata halla Pele day by day ๐ญ.. wondering what is that step which mislead you ๐ญ๐.that step that led to all the painful suffering ๐ญ๐ญ.
Sometimes you waking up then look yourself in the mirror and start having countless questions ๐๐ฟโโ๏ธ ๐ญ.. wondering was l really not good enough ๐ค.did l ever offend her some how, was l not perfect for her ๐ญ.what are my imperfections ๐ญ๐.what did l ever do to deserve such a heart break ๐ญ.why did she have to shatter my heart like that ๐น๐ญ๐ญ ๐..why did she have to torment the last piece of hope that's have been helping you survive all along..am l really a bad spell ๐ญ.. don't l deserve to be