04/10/2025
My Most Important Message in Life.
28.10.17
I know it will be a hard read, but please keep in mind this letter isn't just for you to read right now, but later on. I hope you’ll keep coming back to read this in the future. If ever you find yourself missing me, or questioning why I made this choice, it should always answer you, even if it takes days, months, or years.
Hey, you. The one who kept my heart safe and loved every single day. I’m writing this to you when my senses are less unstable. We’ve both been unable to think properly, we are both very damaged. That day you told me to move on and go through with life made me realize you'd rather just have another one in your heart. One that isn't me, while I wanted nothing but you. Nothing can ever hurt me more than what you've done. I've given you everything I could, more than I could ever afford to give. Regardless if it were family, or anything else. I was ready to give all I ever had just to fight for us.
Kneeling down, taking your hand wasn't just a plight of loyalty, it meant that I vowed to take forever and cherish you, but not after everything you've done during our promise. I asked you for your honesty, and even if you thought the truth would hurt me, It would've been the most honorable thing for me, for us. I had nothing but pure intentions, and I genuinely didn't expect anything back, but not like this. Not when I've been betrayed by the one person who I thought would only love me.
When you read this again in the future, if your mind clears. You might think that times are different, you’ve moved on, and it’s too late to come back. But that’s what this letter is here for. To let you know that the door meant for your voice will be open. That I'll be open to hearing, but that won't get our life back. As proof of this, this page will have everything I felt about you. If you come back to it after a long time, know that it’s there for a reason, and I haven’t forgotten about it. All our memories, our precious moments, they fueled what made this page everything it stood for.
For that love of ours, everything was true until you killed it. Loving you was my truth, my choice, my future, and everything. I thought "In this journey, even if I get a fortune worth more than life, win a prize for writing and poetry, or land a jackpot. I’d give it all up, all of it, for just one more day with you." But you've given up on me, even after everything I've proved.
Love, Romeo
