07/09/2025
Hi guys I want to write this as this is my page I set up after my Succide attempt Xmas day š I did not put my Succide or set up this page to get followers as I believe a few people thought that not pointing no fingers . I did it because I luckily got saved that night thank god but we lost Matty my sons bestest friend in the whole world we loved little Matty and Mattys brother sadly lost his life to succide both beautiful talented boys due to life s pressures and we all have them pressures big or small but that is why I shared my story Mattys death has had a devastating effect on my family and Jakeās but I have gained a friend a very good friend Debbie their mum she is the strongest women I have ever met in my life and she had helped me since Xmas her strength got me through my attempt she didnāt judge she didnāt shy away because it brought bad memories she stuck by me all the way messaging early hours day and night and I canāt thank Debbie enough she has tried so hard to carry on and also helping me so Debbie you know I canāt thank you enough but also before my Succide attempt Xmas day with things that happened that day and the stress of the last 4 years watching my daughter being destroyed everyday it took itās tall on me Xmas day and I believed If I committed Succide the pain would end I couldnāt bear to watch my daughter go through any more I already blamed myself for her MS as I have it and in my head I had passed the life sentence on to her so my succide was not a plug to get followers and make money like Iāve heard Chinese whispers no I donāt want followers I wanted any body feeling the same way to read it and reach out to me or sharna as she has become a victim of domestic abuse emotional abuse and been left in Ā£11,000 of debt which we have only found out about the beating and strangling and money in the last 2 weeks and this all came out through the death of Bear who died of server heat stroke a the hands of 2 people I wonāt name them but they were having s*x in sharnas house my Nanas home and her mam and dads before that it turns my stomach but the fact they took my daughters dog on a warm day sharnas ex and her lover and due to them and neglect Bear sadly died of heat stroke early hours and this ex still was lieing through her teeth she is accusing of us doing all kinds to her this is sharnas ex giving her a bad life style , she never had a drivers license till she came up here not a full one but I wouldnāt let her drive sharnas car without passing her test so I was a bully . We as a family a tight nit family my lot took her in looked after her helped with 1 of her 4 jobs since sheās been up here we have treat her like a daughter the first 2 years she was amazing girl lovely but then the pretence started to go and we ended up living with a unpredictable compulsive liar Sharna wasnāt having any of it when we warned her she was utterly brain washed and madly in love you all know Sharna is by a s*xual and that took a lot for Sharna to come out but we are so proud of her we all canāt help who we fall in love with let it be man or women as long as your happy and not hurting anyone I wish you all the best and we donāt care either way but we care when things arenāt right in a relationship we knew but did not no about the violence but if any of you suspect anything go with your gut I mean that a mother intuition letās say . But Sharna and my family did not Cat fish her ex nor did we give her a s**t life nor did we keep her prisoned quite the opposite Sharna took a loan for her ex so she could have her freedom and visit her family in Cardiff after she passed herself Sharna is paying for a loan and also paying for petrol/diesel I donāt know . So please donāt judge my family because you do not know what is round the corner or going on under your noseās but what started out as a succide attempt this page is now dedicated to domestic and emotional abuse and if your in debt of any kind there are links on my page first step is a debt charity use it donāt lose you life because of Debt you can fix any problem with the support of a loving family and friends so please please any body struggling reach out even to us life is like a holiday weāre not here long enough to be miserable I believe God ect gave us this life and I intend to make mine and my familyās as happy as it can be . Some People will always let youļæ¼ļæ¼ļæ¼ down but remove them people and any negativity from your lives genuine good people deserve to be happy we are all on a journey but letās be kind you will always have the haters the money big wigs think there better but live your life for you just be HAPPY šI apologise again for hanging the Highs dirty laundry on FB but freedom of speech donāt read it and all you haters I would appreciate you removing yourself from my page and fb account . šššššš¶š¶š¶PS massive shout out to Debbie Jeff you also helped me from Scotland Debbie šššš©·
