EV and M

24/07/2025

Appointment went good but was long so a short and sweet update as I am drained fighting to stay awake 😅

I have been put on..

*Emergency/temp medication untill cardiac app
*advised not to drive for now (going to be triky)
*daily phone/video call engagement
*2x new staff added to my team now have 5
*home treatment team aswell for now
*they are looking for a bed at a local hospital and get that out way (informal admition) will be 136 if fail engagement or break agreement
*after cardiac assment and diagnosis I will be going on depot (injectable blend of what ever medications)

have a good evening and good night 🫶

24/07/2025

2 hours and 20 minutes to go untill a team of professionals decide on what's best to do with/for me.I realy am hoping I get to spend time with my 3 kids on the daughters birthday on the 29th,one of the hardest facts to deal with surrounding SMI/mental health is the sacrifices you have to make along the way.The lord puts weight on the strong,
Daddy loves you 💙❤️💙🫶

23/07/2025

Fk sake the lung is twitching and threatening me with a good time..just like that wow hahahah anything else ? Paced breathing steady away,C Mon let's have it 🦁💪🏆🥊

23/07/2025

I know everyone's been waiting on a update on EV and our situation in genral. We've got one for you but it has to wait due to some things going on... let's just say ime a smart man and everything I do has its very valid reasons behind it..what i can tell you for now is bait was set and I've got the vulchers in the net soon going to be plucked 😂 eeeeeeee what a day 👏 🐀 🔫 ⏲️

23/07/2025

22/07/2025

Bit of an update, I've been in a "crisis" for about 9 weeks, trying my hardest to beat my self and get back on the feet unfortunately I am loosening at a rate I can not cope with. I am on day 1673 of battling suicidal ideation/thoughts which have been passive since approx 9 years old.. I've been stuck in a silent active stage since the last time in 2020 5 years ago. I have been fighting harder than normal and longer than ime used toI am tired. I have lost/loosening everything and currently roughing it from now untill after the 29th which is my daughters birthday after that my bags packed and I will be booking myself in to a MH hospital. Thats if my team let me leave ther building 3pm on Thursday (as i have been hiding the active and playing it off as passive to them but they now see through the cracks) What is coming is a decision only the strongest can recognise and act up on. I am going to prove another time around that anything is possible and any one can win. I hope in the end this page in some way can help others. Keep fighting and don't suffer in silence, I maybe heartbroken and appear weak but trust me I am still strong ,look afteryour selfs and see you on the otherside of the storm 💪 🦁🏆

16/07/2025

33 years old,service user for 22 years=🥱 well deserved nap 🏆🦁

16/07/2025

Another day in paradise 👊🦁🏆

15/07/2025

The light of my life rite ther ❤️💙

15/07/2025

Not one to brag but I've made it another day 👊 ther maybe no recovery or way back but there's plenty of ways to get by..

14/07/2025

It's no secret anymore that I've been struggling massively with everything so here we are again.even the success of doing what I've done and the recognition can be to much/overwhelming for me. The past month I've been fighting hard to still exist. Ime going to get done what needs to be done in the hopes of carrying on where we left off. SMI is no joke at all,it will take more than what life's got to beat me 🤣🤣🤣🦁

11/07/2025

Happy Friday everyone 😊🦁 trying to shake off my illness at home is going well 😂