01/12/2023
Beautifully written, and very true account of Kundalini awakening 🙏🏻
Kundalini awakening involves tremendous highs and lows. It appears that most of the accounts of an awakening are centered around the highs. It makes me question the veracity of the accounts. Those of us who have experienced and still are experiencing this electrical force lighting up our body, know from personal experience that this process is one of the most difficult transformations a human can endure. We have to accommodate a huge increase in electrical current forcing through the neuro-pathways of our nervous system. Since most of us suffer from toxic and therefore faulty wiring, due to inherited weaknesses and degenerative diseases, environmental pollution and outdated, non-serving belief systems, the process becomes an Herculean task. It requires of us to submit to an inner roto-rooter power-cleansing, not only in the very cells of our bodies, but first and foremost in our minds. It is a double whammy of high intensity lighting-up scenario where our physical and psychological landscape is under intense scrutiny and attack. We turn into a brightly lit football field with helicopters with searchlights circling overhead. We are naked and bleeding and trying to hide. It is an excruciating game and requires much courage, strength, stamina and first and foremost - an intense desire to be free, to break through the walls of our prison.
Since many of the accounts seem to focus on the end result of this biological/psychological process, i.e., enhanced mental powers, siddhis, superhuman performances, etc, not to mention extravagant accounts of sexual prowess that are said to be the by-product of this amped up electrical force, I have to raise a warning flag.
Anybody attempting to light this fire via yoga disciplines, pranayama, visualization, astral journeying or psycho-active substances, must be warned of the dangers ahead. The dangers are many. Illness of the body, unbalanced mental states, inability to function, deep depression, neurological disorders that are hard to diagnose and are treated according to present medical standards, which are not as yet including the possibility of this evolutionary process. I would very much advise anybody interested in, or already experiencing the effects of this activation, to find a trustworthy guide and teacher, somebody who has gone through this process him/herself. Anybody who paints and advertises the glorious, pie-in-the-sky picture of the perfected, superhuman, without also admitting the incredible hardships involved in this, is not authentic and should be avoided. This is a sacred journey and needs all of our attention 'in the moment'. This is where everything is happening. NOW. We have to learn to surrender to the moment. Practice no-mind and allow Shakti to take the reigns for a change. It seems that this is the hardest task there is. Surrender to the a power that has been suppressed in our body/minds, and that is at present making a breakthrough into our consciousness. The feminine creative fire, Shakti, coursing through us, on Her way to union with Shiva. Only when that union, the unio mystica, the Hieros Gamos, has taken place, will the fruit of that union be revealed - our own, inner Divine Child.
~ Birgit Stein