Angela Pain Alchemist

03/08/2025

Zenda-Lee Williams
Survivor 💜 🇿🇦

31/07/2025

30/07/2025

SURVIVORS WHO HAVE NVS (NARCISSISTIC ABUSE VICTIM SYNDROME) MAY BE SEEN BY OTHERS AS SELF DESTRUCTIVE....
Narcissistic Victim Syndrome and PTSD are natural responses to severe trauma and deep manipulation by the narcissist, which included gaslighting, which causes us to not know what to believe is true and false anymore.
Obsessing over the past is also a natural response to high anxiety, and because we don't want to repeat our mistakes we try to understand how we were fooled. NVS is also the cause of very high stress, which takes it out on your body, causing pain and other problems, listed below.
NVS can cause people to self-isolate, and may self harm, including eating disorders. They may decline to be in their usual social situations and be depressed. Some self-medicate with alcohol or drugs because they are in so much pain. They may be mistaken for a hypochondriac because of their stress related health problems.
Here is a list of problems that can be caused by the extreme stress of prolong or severe narcissistic abuse. Stress can literally be a killer. The narcissist wasn’t just destroying your life. The narc was also destroying your health. Not that they’d care.
Chronic pain symptoms...Fibromyalgia...Tension headaches... Migraine headaches... Back pain... Neck pain.. Whiplash... Knee pain... Patellofemoral syndrome... Temporomandibular joint (TMJ) syndrome... Chronic abdominal and pelvic pain syndromes... Chronic tendonitis (in any joint)... Vulvodynia Piriformis syndrome... Repetitive strain injury... Foot pain syndromes... Myofascial pain syndrome... Amplified Musculoskeletal Pain Syndrome (AMPS)...
Other conditions that can occur with NVS….
Anxiety... Depression... Obsessive-compulsive disorder... Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD)... Eating disorders... Substance use disorders...Insomnia...
Some patients suffer with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (CFS), (aka Myalgic Encephalitis or Systemic Exertion Intolerance Disease*)... Paresthesias (numbness, tingling, burning)... Tinnitus (ringing in the ears)... Dizziness... Pseudoseizures... Trigeminal Neuralgia... Globus sensation... Burning chest pain (acid reflux).breathing... Chronic cough... Spastic dysphonia... Chronic hives... Hypersensitivity syndromes (to touch, sound, smells, foods, medications)....
This list was taken from experts who deal with Narcissistic Victim Syndrome. The amount of damage the narc does to you mentally and physically is tragic.

30/07/2025

I wasn’t handed a blueprint,
I had to build my own.

But maybe that’s where
the strength comes from.

Not from having it easy…
but from choosing to rise anyway.

30/07/2025

there is no shame in being human.
making human decisions, human mistakes, feeling human emotions. you are as you should be 💖

27/07/2025

7 x it took me to leave my marriage over 8 years.

39 years to cut off MY OWN MOTHER and the rest of my family.

I had to grey rock for so long.

This shows why its so hard to leave a narrsistic parent and partner.

I wasn't that I couldnt leave, he would hunt me down find me and bring me back and love bomb. I dealt with abuse for 6 years AFTER I left.

5 years I was in it. he's now just gone to prison for 7 years for ar and explosiV but abused me though the court system 16 times. Before that.

Im now the Alchemist and I've turned my power into pain and im healing in real time on my pages and podcast.

This is a must watch for any Empaths,

What happens when an empath, tired of constant giving, finally awakens?Carl Jung’s shadow theory reveals that when the empath integrates their suppressed emo...

26/07/2025

💜 Totally agree. If only people knew how we cope alone through horrendous struggles. 💜