23/01/2025
It's hard to know what to write on a welcome post. But my Grandma said honesty is the best policy, so here goes... My name is Adam, former broadcast producer, recovering drug addict, and medicated Bipoliac....I am writing from a place of lived experience now 30 days sober. ( Longest in 12 year's) W**d, Co***ne or Booze it never mattered to me..
I lived as a functioning addict for years until the day came I wasn't. I lived in pre -contemplation, Denying I was an addict as I was putting successful programme's out on TV, and had the respect of my peers. I blamed bipolar as my need to self medicate, or the traumas visited upon me by others as the root cause of my addictions.
For those who know me I was a born creative, and the sad reality for many creative souls is mental health and drug addiction often go hand in hand (we will unpack this in later episodes) .......self destruction was my communication, drugs my rehabilitation, and anger my right. Through a myriad of event's both physical and mental, I lost my creative career,
Wherein the dependency for drugs took over... They consumed me.. the shame, the anger, the pain it was omnipotent. My relationships broke down as my inhibitions and morals fell. self immolation beckoned as i played the character of the man I used to be...i hated the hand I was dealt after giving so much of myself to not just my industry but life itself as the mirror became harder to look at.
Cognitive behavioural therapy.... Dialectal behavioural therapy... I laughed at it all until extended work in rehabilitation post overdose on prescription pills made me see the light... I wasn't dead, but I was killing myself, and the pain I felt was actually wasted power if i only invested it in the right way.... Only I could decide if i was a lost cause or not, and demon's only had the power I let them have.
So that's what this is.... An interview led conversational mental health recovery podcast centred on drug rehabilitation. Based on lived experience, underpinned by clinical excellence...... A place of safety and non judgement.
A place where the river of addiction runs deep.... But together we can be Sober All The Tyne... Because the Angels only lead you where you are.
A lot of groundwork to lay.. logos, brand identity, lead generation, organic growth, S.E.O and all the long Hours and glory of Pre-production / Production and creating s**z I love. So please bare with me. I am a one man band, on the road myself.....but hopefully not for long....Thank you for your love.
Episode 1 - Coming 05/03/25 to all platforms. So please like , share and follow to help others on the journey