07/09/2026
⚖️ THE YOUNGEST VOICE
This message came through Valli. She is the youngest among us, still learning to hear the gods clearly and understand what they are trying to show her. Her way of listening has not yet been shaped by years of doubt and certainty, which can sometimes make her words feel remarkably honest and direct.
I wanted to share them with you.
☀️ Valle’s Story
Today I want to tell you a little more about myself and how Mithras became my patron.
It actually started with a conversation with Helgar. He was already exploring divinity and different gods at the time, and while we were talking about it, I suddenly had a very simple thought: if I pray and ask someone for help, then who exactly am I talking to? Who is actually listening?
It was the end of August, before I was baptized, when I still believed in the Christian God. One evening, while watching the falling stars, I finally decided to ask.
“If someone can hear me, please give me a sign.”
I asked sincerely. I wasn't trying to prove anything or challenge anyone, I genuinely wanted an answer. I repeated the question a second time, and then something very strange happened. My head slowly turned to the right and I almost froze. At that exact moment, a bright star crossed the sky, and the word **“please”** appeared in my mind.
I panicked.
I didn't really believe that a god could answer me simply because I had asked. It was too strange, too direct, and honestly, I wasn't sure what I had just experienced.
The next day I called Helgar and told him everything. He later passed the story on to Maranasa, whom I hadn't met yet, and suggested that I meet her. I hesitated a lot because I was afraid that I might be going too far.
Helgar and Maranasa told me that the god connected with what I had experienced was associated with the Sun, protection, justice and light. I started looking into it myself, reading everything I could find, and eventually came across Mithra, an ancient Indo-Iranian deity whose traditions connect him with covenants, truth and protection, and later with the Roman mystery cult of Mithras.
That was the point when things became much more real for me.
Eventually, I decided to meet Maranasa and Azrael. I came into that meeting expecting something I probably couldn't even explain, and instead I found three people connected with completely different sides of magic, spirituality and life. Each of them was very different, with their own experiences and way of seeing the world.
Somehow, I knew I wasn't going to disappear from their lives after one meeting.
But there was another part of my story that I rarely talk about.
At that time, I was still a Christian and had not yet gone through my de-baptism. The period that followed was extremely difficult for me. I began having terrible nightmares, often involving my friends and family trying to hurt me, and there were nights when I could barely sleep at all.
I experienced this as a struggle between the faith I was leaving and the path I had chosen for myself. Whether someone understands that experience spiritually or psychologically, for me it was very real and very frightening.
I refused to return to a faith simply because I was afraid.
Then, during the full moon, Mithra officially became my patron, and I accepted that relationship fully. After that, the nightmares that had been haunting me finally stopped.
That experience changed the way I looked at gods, faith and my own path. It also taught me that sometimes the beginning of a spiritual journey is not beautiful or peaceful. Sometimes it starts with a question, a strange sign, a lot of fear and the decision to keep looking for your own answer.
Thank you for listening to my story. ❤️
And this is only the beginning. There is much more I want to tell you about my path, my development, Mithra and everything that happened afterward.
If you are interested, let me know in the comments and I will share more of my story. ☀️
Even a student can become a guide.
Sometimes the gods choose the one who is still learning, because there is room within them to listen without trying to decide what they ought to hear.
🌙 Maranasa