07/08/2025
I’ve got to be honest with you, yesterday I curled up in a ball on my bed and just sobbed
The full body and soul aching kind that leaves you hollow and wondering if anyone else would understand. And yet, I know many of you will.
The reason? Well, on the surface, things are going incredibly well. Business is picking up. Social media is growing at a ridiculous rate with thousands of new people connecting, watching, and supporting.
I love you all 😘 💚
I’ve been featured in several media interviews recently, online and on radio, sharing my journey, my work and my vision of making the outdoors accessible for everyone, everywhere.
And in just two weeks from today, on Thur 21st, my Project RockClimber Documentary, will have its first public screening at the Royal & Derngate theatre in Northampton.
There's still a few free tickets available if you fancy being part of something a bit special, booking link in comments 👇
All of this is positive, exciting, and, dare I say it, amazables. And yet…
Behind the scenes, I’m beyond exhausted and overwhelmed. The relentless pressure of growing a social enterprise, building a movement, fighting for accessibility, and trying to turn personal struggles into something meaningful for others, it’s a lot.
What people don’t often see behind the polished posts and “exciting announcements” is the cost. Not in money (although that’s another story), but in energy, in sanity, in those moments when the weight of it all comes crashing down.
There’s also loneliness. Despite the community support I cherish, this road is isolating at times. Not many understand what it takes to keep going when every step feels like a marathon, and your body is screaming at you to stop. But I can’t. I won’t. Because the mission is bigger than me.
We often celebrate the wins and gloss over the breakdowns. But the truth is, both are real. Both are part of the journey. Alongside the tears and the triumphs, the exhaustion and the exhilaration.
So if you’re feeling like you’re barely holding it together, even while doing incredible things – you’re not alone.
And if you want to see what it looks like to fight through the struggle and achieve something extraordinary, come to the screening on the 21st.
The event isn’t just about my film, I'm speaking to Peter Keil about his brilliant son Jude’s Rare Life Changing Nerve Condition Support, how the family have adapted and what difference accessing the outdoors and adventures has had. It'll be an evening of inspiration, empowerment, fun, excitement and what's possible.
Let’s keep showing up for one another and us, as our raw, resilient and authentic selves, where tears are always welcome x