
31/01/2025
Heey ๐๐ฝโโ๏ธโบ๏ธ
Lately, Iโve been quiet hereโnot because I donโt care, but because life has been heavy. Balancing personal struggles with the pressure to stay consistent in my business hasnโt been easy. I knew my mental health needed my attention more than my business did.
I feel guilty when Iโm not showing up. I know the importance of being present, but when my mind is drained, the words just donโt come. I stare at a blank screen, wanting to create, but feeling completely stuck.
Some days, I want to show up. I want to post, create, and grow. But when my mind is heavy, the words donโt come, and I feel stuck between wanting to be present and needing rest.
Itโs frustrating because I love what I do, but Iโm also learning that rest is just as important as action.
I havenโt said anything about it to anyone, and Iโm still on my way to create my dream life. I will never give this up! ๐ช๐ผ
I donโt looking for excuses and I know I can do better. But right now, I feel like Iโm in a developmental period again, when life wants to teach me something. Iโm learning on my own way, and realized a lot of things lately and Iโm happy about it. ๐ช๐ผ
I donโt compare myself to others anymore, because every single soul is different. Iโm motivated by the successes of others and happy about them, and donโt feel like I need to push myself when I just know I canโt right now. I will be here when I feel like I can be here. ๐ค
And maybe I just postpone my success, and my goals, but I know this time will help me to be a better person in some way and be better in the things I do and Iโm working on. โจ