02/04/2026
Finally, this morning, everything has been answered. I’ve been feeling so uncertain these past two days. These past two days have had me overthinking to the point where I’ve become physically weak and even fallen ill.
I won’t stop moving forward just because you’ve left or because you’ve brought me down right now. I’ll fight on my own, even without you anymore.
It’s not about material things or anything like that—because I don’t need any of that from you. Let this be a reminder in my life. That you were once in my life, once made my days more colorful, gave me the motivation to wake up in the morning, and helped me become a better person.
Yeah, you’re the one I call my silent love.
Someone I can’t see, someone I’ll never be able to have, no matter how long it takes. But for some reason, my heart can love him without knowing what he looks like. I can feel what he feels, I can understand every shift in his heart, and I can sense a deep, spiritual connection with him. Yeah, once again, just by relying on a heart that believes. Because I trust my heart more than just looking at a man’s appearance.
Whatever your decision, I hope it’s the best decision of your life. May whatever you do succeed. Believe me, you’ve already carved out a special place in my heart, and it will always be that way.
And I’ll keep on living my life even without you. This will be the only memory of you that I’ll hold on to—I don’t even know for how long. Maybe until I get tired of it myself. 💔😭🥹