
13/11/2024
*“A journey from losing myself to finding strength again.”*
Finally, here I am, gathering the courage to reconnect after a long time—almost a year and a half. Life took me through a journey I never anticipated, and somewhere along the way, I lost touch with you all. But today, I want to share a part of my story with the beautiful family that has supported me so selflessly.
हर किसी की जिंदगी में उनकी अपनी कहानियाँ होती हैं, अपने संघर्ष।
Canada aana mere plan mein bilkul nhi tha, sab kuch itna achanak hua, aur kuch bhi waisa nahi tha jaisa maine socha tha. Yeh jagah, yahan ke log, inse mujhe bahut kuch seekhne ko mila.
From being an extrovert to becoming an introvert, and now trying to find and understand myself again… it hasn’t been easy. I went through anxiety, high stress, financial losses, and even accidents.
Reality hits hard, and it did for me. But what I learned is that life is like a journey on a bus—log aate hain aur log jate hain.
There was a time when I even distanced myself from those I love deeply because my heart felt too fragile to hold on. I even stopped posting here, scared of the questions, scared of admitting that I was struggling. Maine Instagram beech mein puri tarah se band kar diya tha kyunki mujhe lagta tha ki mere paas bolne ke liye kuch bacha nahi hai.
Apart from all this, I still dreamed of bringing my mom here, so she could be by my side. Twice, I made plans, counted down the days to hold her hand again, but circumstances had other plans. To see those dreams break was shattering.
Today, I want to say thank you, truly, for being patient, for checking in, and for caring when I felt lost. Your love has been my anchor, pulling me back to myself.
अब मैं पूरी तरह से ठीक हूँ, खुश हूँ, healthy हूँ। और बहुत जल्द इंडिया 🇮🇳 आ रही हूँ।
Aur haan, videos bhi ab fir se banana shuru karungi. Jo darr mere dil mein tha, aaj woh iss post ke saath duur ho gaya hai. Sometimes, we have to face our fears to grow, and this is my step forward.
Thankyou for walking with me, even in silence. You all mean more to me than words can say.
With love, truly and deeply,
Sanjana Jagga