04/04/2024
A message from A boy who could never express himself.
As a typical Indian middle class boy who dreamed about playing professional sports, like football cricket, or who dreamed about being a professional eSports player or to be a great musician, dancer, artist, or whatever he or she wants to be except just following the education system. I can feel that 99% of people never could achieve their dream. In india the definition of success is to be 9 to 5 corporate robots who only earn money. No passion no hobby no feelings only earn money for the sake of their family. At their time there were not many opportunities, I cam understand. But now things are changing. There are opportunities. To do something big. But the fact is at least the basic support we expect is from our own family. But they don't want you to take risks. They want you as a robot. They don't want dreams, they want you to do a 9 to 5 job. That's it. No passion no hobby, no risk. Just earn money until your body cannot push. Then enjoy your retirement life and do regrets. This is the real happiness.
The End
A happy ending
So the thing is I also want to be a corporate robot. It's my family's dream.
So to be a great corporate robot I've to destroy all my passion my dream my hobby everything. I've to kill myself in order to be a robot. That's why I'm deleting the page and the YouTube channel which you don't even know it's exist.
I don't have courage to post it from my account. And i know no one will ever read this. Because in some days I will not exist anymore. Although My body will be there with a failure brain. Now you can call me brain dead maybe. So to all me 66 it's a good bye ๐ซ๐ซ. I pray that you guys don't have to be a successful robot. I've no option, no scope to fight. I fought my entire life. I'm tired. I pray that no one ever has to be in my situation.
Thank you.
A Failure guy.