15/05/2026
The Ways I Slip
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How many times have I slipped in life
Without even touching the ground?
As rainwater leaving the edge of a leaf,
I too have fallen without a sound.
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Was it love that carried me away,
Or only the fear of being alone?
How easily the heart mistakes a passing shadow
For a place it can call home.
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I have wandered from affection into attachment,
From attachment into dangerous fire,
Like a moth circling a fire lamp at midnight,
Knowing the flame still calling it higher.
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Why does the soul grow restless
Even when the hands are full?
Why does the moon seem more beautiful
To the man standing inside darkness?
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I have chased comforts beyond my reach,
Thinking happiness lived somewhere ahead,
As a thirsty traveler in a desert-
Running toward a mirage instead.
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And debts gathered around me quietly,
Not only of money -
But of promises, mistakes, silences,
And words I should never have said.
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Sometimes I slipped because of others,
A crowd laughing, a foolish night,
But isn’t a storm only dangerous
When something inside me is already weak enough to break?
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I have fallen through pride like a king without a kingdom,
Through desire like waves losing themselves upon rocks,
Through loneliness like an abandoned house
Still waiting for footsteps at the door.
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What is a human heart after all?
A river that never stays still.
Today calm as prayer,
Tomorrow deep enough to drown in.
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Yet I have learned this much from falling:
No one becomes lost in a single moment.
A tree does not collapse with one wind;
It breaks slowly, fiber by fiber, unseen.
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And perhaps life is nothing more
Than learning how fragile I truly am-
A small flame trembling before the universe,
Still trying to give light before the darkness arrives.
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So when I slip again and perhaps I will-
May I fall like rain returning to earth,
Not in shame,
But with the wisdom of knowing
Even broken rivers eventually find the sea.
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“If everything ended in a single moment”
thinking that, while sitting alone in emptiness,
as always, I may slowly slip again
into a deep abyss…
perhaps into another world
from which there is no returning.
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