22/11/2025
MY ATAXIA JOURNEY ♥️
PART-13.
✨ “Consciousness matters… because humanity is the only medicine many hearts survive on.” ✨
People often notice only my physical struggles… but my journey was never just about Ataxia.
It was also about emotional wounds, loneliness, betrayal, dignity, and silent battles the world never saw. 💔🌧️
I was once the girl who laughed loudly, smiled endlessly, and spread joy without trying. 😄✨
I even got complaints for giggling, and those remain my sweetest memories.
My brother named his café Vellore Chatterbox Café because I was the nonstop chatterbox who filled every room with noise and life. 😂☕🗣️
I trusted people easily and loved everyone unconditionally. 🤝💛
But after Ataxia entered my life, something shifted.
I didn’t lose my voice — I became emotionally deep, highly sensitive, and painfully empathetic.
Yet inside, loneliness slowly became a disease. 💔🕯️
Some friends valued me, took me out, held space for me — and those moments still warm my heart. 🤍✨
But as life moved on, everyone built their own world, and I became the person who simply went to work and came back home.
No outings, no break, no room to breathe. 😔🚶♀️
I faced betrayal too… from people I trusted the most.
It teaches you something —
the worst wounds are invisible, but they cut the deepest. 😢🥀
I still remember needing a sanitary napkin and two neighbours refusing to help.
So I held a small girl’s hand and walked to the shop myself. 🚶♀️🛍️💗
That day I understood something powerful:
online services are not convenience — they are survival for the physically challenged, elderly, lonely, chronically ill, single parents, mentally struggling people, or anyone who depends on others for support. 📦🤍
People also said, “Why don’t you keep a servant?”
But no one knew the betrayals we faced, the trust we lost, or why letting a stranger inside felt unsafe. 🙅♀️💭
Society gives advice without understanding the scars behind it.
And sometimes society even labelled us…
Some people said we are a burden to my mom.
But the truth is — my mom NEVER felt that way, not even for a moment. ❤️👩👧
Even my brother, my teachers, my friends, my well-wishers — no one ever saw me as a burden.
Only society did.
Because society values people when they have good health and money, and devalues them when they don’t. 😔⚖️
I don’t care about money.
But self-respect and self-esteem matter more than anything.
I studied this in Fundamentals of Nursing —
In Maslow’s Hierarchy, self-esteem is one of the highest needs of a human being. 📚✨
So why do people forget that even people like me have dreams, dignity, pride, pain, and a heart that feels everything?
We may struggle physically, but we are not less. We are never burdens. ♿💛
Through all this, I survived only because of my mother and my brother — my pillars. ❤️🤝❤️
We fought life one day at a time, cooked together, worked together, and survived together. 🏠🌧️🍲
And life taught me a truth:
Never cheat anyone. Never break trust.
Karma returns like a boomerang — with compounded interest be it good or bad. 🔄⚡
Money can return. 💸
Opportunities can return. 🌱
But trust?
Once broken, it never comes back the same. 🥀
This is not just my story.
It is the story of every physically challenged person, every elderly soul, chronically ill single parent, mentally struggling person, anyone who depends on others, and every human fighting an invisible battle. 🌍💙♿
So please — Honor Every Soul 🌍💛
Your small act with heart might be someone’s only strength for the day. ✨🤲💛
✨ “Share this story. Lift someone’s heart today. Your small act of compassion might be their only strength.” ✨