12/01/2026
Lately, I haven’t been able to truly accept what is happening to me. I keep searching for ways to escape, anything that can distract me from reality. Most of the time, I lose myself in short videos or movies, hoping to forget where I am, even just for a while.
Sometimes, after watching a movie, it feels as if I’ve lived inside that fictional world. For a moment, I belong there. But when it ends and my mind is forced back into reality, a heavy feeling follows, sadness, fear, and anxiety. I return to a place that scares me, filled with things I cannot control. So I look for another movie, another story, another escape, just to keep going, just to keep forgetting.
Yet no matter how many movies I watch, every story eventually ends. And when it does, I am left facing the same reality again. The cycle repeats endlessly, like waves in the sea, retreating only to return, over and over, never truly stopping.
But perhaps, just like the sea, those waves are not only signs of escape, they are movement. And maybe one day, instead of running from reality, I will learn to stand still within it. Not because the fear disappears, but because I grow strong enough to face it. Slowly, gently, I hope to find a story worth staying awake for… my own.
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