
31/07/2025
Manifestos & Heartbeats❤️
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The crowd had been standing for nearly two hours, shoulders pressed against shoulders, phones raised in the air and plastic bottles being passed around like shared secrets. People whispered of free maize flour and job announcements, but mostly they waited.
Waited for the man in the man himself.
I stood too. Not because I was a believer, but because sitting would have made me a target. No one sits at a presidential campaign rally, especially not when the candidate is ‘just five minutes away’ like for the third hour in a row.
That’s when I saw her.
She stood two rows ahead, off to the right, near the edge of a Tikonze Party Poster. She wasn’t waving a party cloth. No party t-shirt. No face paint. Just a long white T-shirt tucked neatly into rust-brown pants, and a black scarf tied around her waist like she had dressed to look composed, yet quietly rebellious.
She was stunning.
Not the loud kind of stunning, not the type you whistle at in minibuses. No. This was a woman people noticed in silence. Skin like the soft burn of midday sun, cheekbones shaped by God’s own thumbprint, and eyes far away. Very far. She wasn’t angry. She wasn’t restless. She just looked like someone who had walked here with her heart trailing behind her.
Beautiful, yes. But off. Just slightly. Like a song that was in key but missing a beat.
And I don’t know why, but I kept watching her.
A Kabaza guy next to me cracked a joke about the aspirant arriving by helicopter to avoid the fuel lines. Someone behind him muttered that the helicopters were also waiting for diesel at Puma. Laughter rolled through the crowd like thunder over dry ground. I tried to laugh too, but my eyes kept drifting back to her.
She didn’t laugh. She didn’t talk. She didn’t shift on her feet like the rest of us who were growing tired. She just...sat. Still. Like someone who had nothing left to protest.
That’s when I knew: She didn’t come here for politics either.
I took a careful step closer, pretending to adjust my cap.
“Do you think he’ll actually show up?” I asked, softly.
She turned her head slightly, not surprised, not annoyed. Just... acknowledging me.
“They always show up. Eventually. Just long enough to remind us they exist.”
Her voice was light but precise, like someone who read books at night when the power was out.
“So you’re a believer?”
“No. I’m just heartbroken.”
She didn’t blink. Didn’t smirk. Just said it, like a weather report.
I said nothing for a moment. Just nodded, because what could you possibly say to that?
“Breakup?” I asked, carefully.
She looked away, toward the distant stage still empty except for sweating security and party youths rearranging plastic chairs.
“Three years. Said he needed someone more ‘settled.’ Then he got engaged. Yesterday.”
I didn’t ask more. The crowd surged forward, reacting to movement on the stage. The DJ shouted something into the mic. A group of university students started singing “Amatinena kuti sitibwela.... yes that song...
“So you came here... to do what?” I asked.
She shrugged.
“Disappear in a crowd. Be reminded that some people lie better than politicians.”
I laughed, softly, and she finally smiled, a real one, with edges.
The rally roared as the opposition presidential aspirant finally walked up to the podium, waving like a savior. The speakers crackled to life.
He started with fuel shortages “a crisis he claimed was created by a corrupt regime,” he said. Then moved to forex problems “a symptom of failed leadership.” Promised new hospitals, student loans, and solar-powered water pumps for every village. Somewhere in the speech, he mentioned a plan to stabilize the kwacha by the end of September. No one asked how.
But we weren’t listening anymore.
She turned slightly toward me and said, “You know what’s funny? He and my ex say the same things. Just with different vocabulary.”
I chuckled.
“You’re dangerous,” I said.
“No,” she said, “just tired.”
The crowd cheered. I watched her close her eyes briefly, like someone praying not to cry, and when she opened them again, she looked directly at me.
And that’s how I met her, not in a café, not at a wedding, not through mutual friends.
But at a campaign rally neither of us believed in, during a season when even the ground we stood on was too dry to hold hope.