03/08/2024
Handi - *is feeling lonely because of her sister's relationship with Shaun. She feels her sister spends most of the time with Shaun and barely has her time.*
See the conversation below.
Wanni - you know I’m here, I’m always here to talk to you, I dont care who I’m with or who I’m getting to know, you’re still my best friend here.
Handi - it's just been 5 days but I dont remember the last time I slept close to you anymore. yesterday I didn't want to wake you up because you were sleeping, so your stomach would start aching cause you have an ulcer.
it's fine I know you like him and everything, I’m just heartbroken.
Wanni - I’m crying because it hurts and I’m sad that you’re crying.
Handi - if it was in the outside world, I’d understand but we are in here like you are my best friend and I dont talk, I talk to people and everything but you are the only person……
I know I’m extremely emotional because my period is coming.
Wanni - f the period coming, we have always had the best freaking time together but we are in a different place and this place is going to mess with you mentally in every way.
I know transition is hard when you are dating and I was always by myself.
Handi - *more tears* God is punishing me.
Wanni - why will God punish you? do you think we are not going to meet other people?
Handi - like I get to feel what you felt that time that I did it to you.
Wanni - it's fine, it's not the same thing, this is different.
okay then, you used to leave me, but I’m still here for you.
Handi - it's different but then, when you snap at me right…..
Wanni - you can call me.
Handi - but if I snap at you here, you’d have Shaun to call, I can't just call anyone and say my sister did……
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Wanni - I’ve been stressed, and my emotions are everywhere, thats why I snapped at Shaun last night that you even had to apologize to him on my behalf, I don’t like that I’m like this.
I know that I’m finding somebody and I’m really enjoying what I’m having with him but every single time what I talk about in every single conversation is how much I love you, I love you we are here together.
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