17/07/2025
"๐ ๐ช๐ฎ๐๐ป'๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฑ... ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ช๐ฎ๐๐ป'๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฝ๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ฟ."
I didnโt even notice Iโd stopped laughing.
No one broke my heart.
Nothing terrible happened.
Life was justโฆ routine. Wake. Work. Scroll. Sleep. Pray (sometimes half-heartedly). Repeat.
One day, I went to buy tomatoes and forgot what I was saying mid-sentence.
The woman selling them just looked at me and smiled.
She said, โAunty, you dey think too much.โ
I laughed....the real kind....for the first time in weeks.
That simple moment felt like a hug from God.
I realized: I wasnโt broken. I was just numb.
And maybeโฆ thatโs worse.
That week, I started doing one thing every day just for joy.
Not for money. Not for clout. Just to feel alive again.
๐ผ I played old worship songs from when I first gave my life to Christ.
๐ I opened my Bible, not for answers....but for His voice.
๐งก I cooked and actually sat down to eat. No scrolling.
๐ถ I danced in my room. Badly. But it felt so freeing.
I didnโt receive a miracle alert.
But peace came. Softly.
I didnโt feel fireworks.
But I felt God again. In the little things.
Hereโs the truth:
Not all battles are loud. Some are quiet wars in your soul.
But even in that silence, God speaks.
And when He doesโฆ joy comes like the morning.
If youโre tired, numb, or just going through the motions..... this is your sign.
Pause.
Breathe.
Let God love on you again.
Sometimes the most beautiful seasons are the ones you didnโt even pray for.