03/10/2025
𝗗𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗣𝗮𝘀𝘁, 𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗔𝘀 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗔𝗿𝗲.
I know you feel stuck.
Unworthy.
Cursed.
Or even Possessed.
You think you are the worst person alive,
Too far from God to ever be found.
You feel the weight of guilt,
Convinced you stand no chance in His presence.
You bow your head in prayer,
And whisper, “Maybe I am only faking this remorse.”
You are tired.
Tired of giving your life to Christ,
Only to take it back again.
Tired of fighting addictions,
Tired of failing Him countless times.
Tired of being judged not just by people's misconceptions but the tiny little voice in your head. 😶🌫️😔
Truth be told,
If God were a man,
He would have given up on you.
But He is not man. 🙌
It was for you.
It was for me.
That He gave His Son
Not to condemn us,
But to restore us. ❤️
I know how it feels.
The secret tears.
The shame.
The longing to be closer,
Only to be judged by those who see your struggle
But do not know your heart.
That voice of condemnation,
That whisper of hopelessness,
That is the devil.
Trying to kill your soul,
Trying to cut you off from the Spirit of God.
I know because I was you.
I speak not as the perfect one,
But as one who walks with Christ,
Carrying imperfections in my hands,
And watching Him turn weakness into strength. ✝️
Even in my hardest times.
Here is what I learnt:
I confessed my sin,
Not only to God,
But to one I trusted.
I read His word until it read me back.
I prayed for strength,
And even when I failed again,
I rose again stronger in Christ.
The pleasures I once chased
Now taste like dust.
The devil stole from me,
But no more.
He is a thief,
A manipulator,
A liar.
I wish I had started sooner.
Yet even in my relapses,
God was shaping me.
Each stumble birthed anger for sin,
And a hunger for Him. 🔥
Then I remembered His words:
“The harvest is plentiful,
But the labourers are few.
Pray that the Lord of the harvest
Will send labourers into His field.”
(Matthew 9:37–38)
And so I said yes.
I will be His labourer.
I will preach His gospel to the helpless.
And let me say this clearly
Christ is not a religion.
Christ is the way,
The truth,
The life.
(John 14:6)
Whoever believes in Him
Shall be saved.
(John 3:16)
Not just those who carry the name Christian
For Jesus Himself said:
“Many will come from the east and west
And take their place with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob in the kingdom of heaven,
But the so-called sons of the kingdom will be cast into outer darkness,
Where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.”
(Matthew 8:11–12)
And this is where I end, but not without telling you this
Many are in the same place I once was.
Bound by guilt,
Shackled by sin,
Chained by addiction,
Believing God could never want them.
If you’ve read this far, it’s because you can relate.
And I am here to tell you there is hope. 🌿
I found peace in Christ.
I found freedom not in religion,
But in a relationship with the One who calls sinners home.
And the same peace is waiting for you.
So, dear past,
Come as you are.
Grace has already made room for you.
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