30/10/2025
💥 Sometimes I sit and think about how how laughter slowly everything changed turned into silence, and how the person who used to feel like home started to feel like a memory. I still remember the way she'd smile like she was hiding a thousand storms behind her eyes, and how she'd still manage to light up my whole world.
You'll never understand how it feels to miss someone who's still alive, someone who still breathes but no longer looks at you the same. I replay our moments in my head like a movie I can't stop watching even when it hurts. And maybe I'm a fool for still caring, but I'd rather be a fool with feelings than a man who pretends he never had them.
💥 If she could just read this, I'd tell her... I'm not angry, I'm not bitter. I'm just broken in a way that only her voice could fix. I still whisper her name sometimes, like it's a prayer I know won't be answered. I still hope she's smiling, even if it's not because of me.
Maybe we weren't meant to last forever maybe we were just meant to remind each other what love really feels like before the world made us cold. But God, I wish she knew... she was the one thing that made me believe love could be real.
💥 And if somehow she reads this - I hope she feels it. I hope she knows she mattered 💔🥀
