12/07/2021
Deer caught in headlights while eating lasagna
"Les Yeux plus gros que le Ventre" (it's a dang long title so I call it "Les Yeux" most of the time) was my first own production as a writer, director and producer. It was rich in emotions and meant so much for me for several reasons:
It taught me a lot about what I like doing and what I don't like doing on set. What are my strong points and my weak points. How to handle stress and deal with it. How to make a planning before throwing said planning out the window because chaos will happen no matter how well you oiled your machine.
On a personal level, the film was revolving around a topic very close to my heart. I don't know if I can say I'm cured from my ED (can you even ever get rid of those things?) but I know that it helped me understand and process it tremendously. Talk about cathartic work!
Most of all: as the first project successfully carried through, it gave me the courage to write and make more. At the time, making it seemed very scary, but in the end it all worked out. Not to say I'm not scared about the next one, in fact I'm terrified! But having made one definitely comforted me in the idea I could do it.
I had sworn that after this heavy drama I'd make something a bit lighter and even funny: well, next one is a drama too. But it is definitely a more positive one! More on that very soon !!
Beautiful Alexia Fleres through the lens of camera wizard .robson.films