13/03/2026
I know it took me a while to start posting again, so hereās a little update.
In November I went back to the Netherlands from Bali for two months. It was really special to spend time with my loved ones again, and Iām so grateful for them.
But to be honest, during those months I kind of lost myself again. I started working for a company, partly because it gave me something to doā¦ but also because it gave me a reason to hide.
Slowly I started to feel insecure again. Insecure about myself, about what I was doing with my life, and whether I was making the right choices.
Looking back, it actually makes sense. I became too comfortable. Comfortable staying inside, comfortable in my surroundings, comfortable working a remote job that I didnāt even enjoy. I started to feel stuck, like I wasnāt growing anymore.
Now Iāve been back in Bali for almost two months, and itās slowly starting to feel like this is my life again. Because Iām the one creating it š
Creating it by saying yes to new opportunities and challenges. By learning, growing, and stepping outside of my comfort zone again with my business.
And honestly, with my AD(H)D brain, it can feel overwhelming sometimesā¦ all the ideas, all the things I want to do, all the directions I could go.
But Iām slowly learning that I donāt have to figure everything out all at once.
Small steps are taking me there. Step by step, creating a life that feels more aligned, more free, and more like me.
Love,
Roos š¤
