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23/12/2025

Embarcadero in here.

23/12/2025

Just another day in the bay
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16/04/2025

“The weight i left behind”

I watched you bleed into the earth,
Breaking yourself to prove my worth.
Every drop of sweat, every shattered bone,
Building a future I would never own.

I knew the cost, I saw the strain,
You gave your all, while I gave you pain.
Each hour you worked, each night you lost,
Was meant for me, but at what cost?

I was never enough—never what you dreamed,
Just an empty vessel, tearing at the seams.
I felt your hope, but it crushed me whole,
I was born with a broken soul.

You handed me a life, a chance to rise,
But I stumbled, failed, believed my own lies.
I wanted to be someone you could love,
But all I became was a burden to shove.

I dragged you down, I held you back,
While you walked a straight line, I lost the track.
I was a shadow you couldn’t escape,
A failure in human shape.

You stood strong while I fell apart,
Holding me up with your breaking heart.
And still, I couldn’t be what you deserved,
A disappointment with every word.

Now I’m gone, but not in peace,
Not in some quiet, tender release.
I left in a storm, in a rage of regret,
With every promise, every word unmet.

I took the easy way, I know,
Left you there to reap what I couldn’t sow.
You’ll carry the weight of my empty name,
The ghost of your love, consumed by shame.

And now, all I have left is this—
A memory that will never miss.
A hollow life that never shone,
A burden you’ll carry alone.

I wonder if you’ll ever understand,
Why I let go of your outstretched hand.
It wasn’t your fault—you fought, you tried,
But I was already dead inside.

I’m sorry for the wreck I became,
Sorry for the weight of my name.
But in the end, it’s over, it’s done,
I was nothing… and now I’m none.
२०२७- “The weight i left behind”

10/04/2025

A unhealthy men just 1thing, where a healthy man wants ♾️things .

15/01/2025

I once had a thousand desires,
But in my one desire to know you
all else melted away.
The pure essence of your being
has taken over my heart and soul.
Now there is no second or third,
only the sound of your sweet cry.
Through your grace I have found
a treasure within myself.
I have found the truth of the Unseen world.
I have come upon the eternal ecstasy.
I have gone beyond the ravages of time.
I have become one with you!
Now my heart sings,
“I am the soul of the world”
Rumi

21/12/2024

We are beyond thrilled to announce the official launch of our publishing house, 8848 Publishing Press, dedicated to discovering and nurturing fresh voices in the literary world. Our mission is to bring diverse, meaningful, and inspiring stories to readers everywhere—and today marks a milestone in that journey.

To celebrate this momentous occasion, we are proud to present our very first publication: AandBofCandD, the debut novel by the incredibly talented Uddhav D. Gajurel.This poignant and beautifully crafted story is a testament to the kind of narratives we are committed to sharing—ones that captivate, resonate, and leave a lasting impact.

Hailing from Nepal, Uddhav Gajurel has led a life as rich and varied as the pages of his novel. With an academic journey spanning across India, where they earned their undergraduate degree, Australia, where they are currently pursuing a master’s in accounting and economics, Uddhav Gajurel, draws from a wealth of experiences to create a story that feels both intimate and universal.

At 8848 Publishing Press, we believe that every great story has the power to connect us, and we are so excited to introduce you to this unforgettable debut. AandBofCandD is more than just a book—it’s a celebration of resilience, creativity, and the indomitable human spirit.

Get your copy of AandBofCandD today, available at https://www.amazon.com.au/dp/B0DQLJZ5C4
and https://www.amazon.com.au/dp/B0DQLJZ5C4

Thank you for supporting our vision and helping us bring this story to life. Together, let’s celebrate the power of storytelling and the voices that shape our world!

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14/12/2024

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05/12/2024

I write emotional algebra.

03/12/2024

“It is in your hands, to make a better world for all who live in it.” - नेल्सन मण्डेला

22/10/2024

My wife got mad because I bought this charger. 🥹