02/10/2022
Like so many others all around the world, I lost a friend the other day.
Over the 23 years that I knew him Jay Bulletproof was many things to me .. including (but not limited to) an inspiration, a collaborator, a mentor, a radio co-presenter, a grumpy flatmate, an occasional source of frustration, frequent source of loud goofy laughter and most importantly, a friend.
I have come to learn over the last few days that over that entire 23 years, it seems there has never been even one respectable photo taken of us together, 100% of them are seemingly all goofy like this one, which in a way is actually perfect.
Recently, I was happy to hear that Jay had started making drum and bass again. He was loving it!
After so many reinventions and forays into different styles of music, he had been reunited with his first musical love.
Without a doubt it was creating his History of New Zealand Drum and Bass podcast and revisiting all those memories with old friends that had really re-ignited his passion and it was so cool to see.
Jay was the happiest I’d ever known him to be, and that’s all any of us want for the people in our lives.
We talked about making some new music but sadly never got to do it.
There is one last unreleased track from the two of us though, and I know for a fact that Jay would want you to have it.
We started it quuuuuite some time ago and it was reasonably close to ‘finished’.
One more day probably would have done it.
Sometimes we all wish for one more day, or one more conversation, just one more moment.
I’ve been listening to it a lot over the last few days.
I thought about adding more to it, but it’s more meaningful to me to leave it where it was, to freeze that moment in time - just two friends jamming on some kinda emo vibes on a hazy summer afternoon with no real goal other than making music together.
(And maybe getting lightly smashed. But in an extremely classy way. Probably.)
Our friend Evan Kiljoy has kindly mastered it, and I’ve given it a title.
It’s free to download.
In lieu of payment, I invite you to instead take a moment to reach out to a friend you haven’t talked to for a while.
I reckon you’ll be glad you did.
And I’m certain Jay would approve.
We’re going to miss him a lot.
Feel free to raise one and/or blaze one, long live Jay Bulletproof!
https://tekniknz.bandcamp.com/track/one-more-day