16/05/2026
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โBading yan peroโฆโ the backhanded compliment that haunts every gay man just trying to exist. These expectations create a mold: the gay man must be masculine, accomplished, and invisible in his femininityโpalatable to the heteronormative palate. Now, the q***r community has been more accepted, but it often comes with terms and conditions. Itโs okay to be gay! As long as youโre masculine, successful, and never โtoo gay.โ Kapag trans kaโibang usapin pa โto. Mas mabigat, mas delikado, at mas hindi tinatanggap.
Words by Rafael Temana
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โBading yan peroโฆโ the backhanded compliment that haunts every gay man just trying to exist. These expectations create a mold: the gay man must be masculine, accomplished, and invisible in his femininityโpalatable to the heteronormative palate. Now, the q***r community has been more accepted, but it often comes with terms and conditions. Itโs okay to be gay! As long as youโre masculine, successful, and never โtoo gay.โ Kapag trans kaโibang usapin pa โto. Mas mabigat, mas delikado, at mas hindi tinatanggap.
Amid our conservative society's attempt to grasp the concept of q***rness, q***r people are only celebrated when they are overachievers. Honor student, smart, โdi halata.โ Gay men are tamed so they are not threatening the norms. Just barely existing, but not challenging, and hard to be understood. Take, for example, public figures like Tito Boy Abunda, Paolo Ballesteros, and BJ Pascual: successful, articulate, and often praised for their professionalism or artistry. They are accepted, even celebrated, but largely because they fit societyโs comfort zone: disente, composed, talented, and never โtoo much.โ Their q***rness is tolerableโpalatable, as long as it doesnโt disrupt the norm. It seems like gay men have to fight their way to acceptance, to be more pleasing just for the masses to accept their identity. โOk lang naman na bading, โdi naman halata.โ Being gay isnโt really the problem, being feminine is. This conditional acceptance is reinforced by studies showing that while a high percentage of Filipinos express acceptance of homosexuality, negative attitudes persist, especially towards expressions that stray away from traditional masculinity (Manalastas & del Pilar, 2005). Furthermore, discrimination in workplaces, where gay men are often expected to be "disente" and "composed," further highlights this societal discomfort with too much femininity (PMC, n.d.).
Societyโs disgust isnโt only pointed towards q***rness, itโs with femininity, especially in men. A high-pitched voice, swish of the hips, or soft mannerisms. These small things automatically invalidate the achievements of a gay man. So as long as you are masculine, itโs ok! After all, you look like a straight man. The question is, why is femininityโan expression of grace and beauty, feared when presented by a man? Would they still be celebrated when they donโt fit the mold? Nakakatuwa ba o nakakatawa lang pag bading na bading?
Homophobia is not just hate for gay people, itโs also the hate for femininity. In the traditional archetypes set by the patriarchy, femininity is seen as a weakness, it is shameful and degrading. When you uphold a higher status as a man in a patriarchal society, under that system, it would be a downgrade to embody femininity, while masculinity equates to control and power. A man who has the upper hand in this broken system, becomes equal with women when they start on displaying feminine characteristics. This reveals the deep-seated misogyny in Filipino culture: femininity is only acceptable when confined to women, and even then, only under strict conditions. This misogyny fuels machismo, another enemy hiding in plain sight.
Machismo is basically defined as the toxic masculine trait of men. Hindi pwedeng lalambot-lambot o matinis ang boses, ang ganitong kilos ay pang-comedy lamang, hindi sineseryoso ng masaโgaya nalang ni Vice Ganda, a q***r icon, na bentang benta ang mga baklang kanal moments niya, pero hindi talaga ipinagdiriwang. Heโs laughed at, not lifted up. His flamboyance is tolerated only as entertainment, not celebrated as valid expression. The more โbarakoโ a guy looks, thinks, and acts, the greater respect they receive in the traditional Filipino culture. This bleeds out even to the radical forms of expression in the q***r community: how gay men present themselves. Q***r expression is toleratedโbut only when it's masculine enough.
The notion โbading yan peroโฆโ becomes internalized. Society not only molded the way gay men should look, but also on how they should think. Even inside the community, homophobia is still present. Trends in gay dating apps such as โmasc4masc,โ โpass sa halata,โ have become so normalized that it became an inside joke, yet the problem still exists. Even classism plays a part, the way chaotic gay men talk, profiles them into someone deemed โwalang class.โ Because of internalized homophobia, being a โbaklang kanalโ is treated as something shamefulโeven by fellow g**s. No right to femininity, nor the vibrant expression of kanal vocabulary. The irony is, we push for the rights of the community, but we leave behind others that are not palatable to the society. Itโs not โlaban para sa mga bading!โ anymore, it becomes โbading laban sa mga kapwa bading.โ
Masculinity was never the problemโitโs the performance of masculinity to survive or to be accepted. Gay men have always come in various forms, we have the girly-pop gymrats, the malditang twinks, the gamer gay nerds, and much moreโour variety never ends! Because after all, q***rness is just a part of us, not the whole dictator of our own life. What we need to fight against is the unfair judgement dominantly put on feminine gay men. Since the beginning, we have been fighting in the name of love, so it should be evident all throughout the community. We can achieve the true freedom for expression when we no longer perform for the male gaze, or worse, straight approval.
Before we seek the straight validations, letโs uplift our own siblings first. No more leaving behind the flamboyant g**s, the loud ones, the soft ones. Achieving q***r freedom also means the total freedom of expression, not selective inclusion. At the end of the day, the community that stood beside us, that catered for us, is none other than our own community. As we go around this world full of judgement, we are the ones who should be putting an end to the prejudice our own kind is receiving. Society pressures us to fit the mold just to be tolerated. But this same mold slowly suffocates usโuntil we begin to despise our own truth. ๐๐ถ๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ข๐บ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ต๐ถ๐ญ๐ฐ๐บ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ถ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐จ๐ช ๐ด๐ข ๐ฎ๐จ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ฏ๐ข๐ธ๐ขโ๐บ ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฎ๐จ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐บ ๐ฉ๐ถ๐ธ๐ข๐จ ๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ต๐ถ๐ฎ๐ข๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฐ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ข ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฑ๐ธ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ.
Words by Rafael Temana