22/09/2025
My life isn't perfect, okay? I have my own problems, my own struggles that I've been trying so hard to keep hidden, to fix on my own, in silence. Kasi, you know how it is these days… even your closest friends, your own family, sometimes they just don't understand why you end up in these kinds of situations. They don't understand the desperation, the choices you're forced to make. That's why I've been quietly trying to find a way out, tahimik lang akong gumagawa ng paraan, hoping to solve this without bothering anyone, without causing any drama.
Pero eto na nga, nangyari na. The secret's out. I messed up. I took out an online loan from a company called "Supreme and Support Company," and I'm struggling to pay it back. And now, they're going public. They're posting my picture, my ID, calling me a scammer.
Kahit anong tago ko pa, kahit anong gawin ko, if they're really determined to drag me down, to ibalandra ka sa publiko na scammer ka, wala na, you can't hide it anymore. They're commenting on my friends' posts, sending messages, and yung mga pictures ko, they're using them to shame me. They're trying to ruin my reputation.
I know some of you will probably judge me, think the worst of me. And honestly, I understand. I'm not asking for your pity. I just want you to understand the situation.
Pero kahit ganyan sila, kahit ginagawa nila 'to sa akin, it doesn't mean I'm not going to pay, ha? I'm not a scammer. I acknowledge my debt, and I intend to pay it back. Magbabayad naman ako. I'm not running away from my responsibility.
Pero sana, please, mag-antay sila. Have a little patience. Because right now, wala talaga akong pera. I'm barely making ends meet. And if ever magkakapera man ako, my priority has to be my children. I have three kids to feed, okay? Three little mouths to feed, three lives that depend on me. Magkano lang ba sahod ko? 300 pesos a day lang. It's barely enough to survive.
Tapos, ayoko namang mangutang online para lang ibayad sa isang online loan, kasi mas lalo lang akong malulubog sa utang. It's just digging myself deeper into a hole. I've learned my lesson. I won't make that mistake again.
So, I'm putting my faith in God. Kung ano ang plano sa akin ni Lord, doon ako. I'm trusting that He will guide me, that He will help me find a way out of this mess. I know this will end, eventually. I have to believe that.
Hindi ko rin 'to ginusto, promise. I never wanted this to happen. I never wanted to be in this situation.
Alam ko, yung mga 'perfect' dito sa social media, yung mga walang problema, yung mga nagpo-post lang ng mga magagandang bagay, you probably have a lot to say. You probably have a lot of judgments to pass. And that's okay. You're entitled to your opinion.
Pero pasalamat na lang kayo kasi yung buhay niyo, iba sa buhay ko. You're lucky you don't have to go through this. You're lucky you haven't had to make the desperate choices I've had to make.
Please, just try to understand. And please, be careful with online loans. They're not always what they seem. They can be a trap.
That's all. Salamat sa pag-intindi."