08/12/2023
Story time
Hi its me Jay- an
Nagising ako dahil umiyak si jaz kasarapan ng tulog ko,so chineck ko sya π£ng pikit ang aking mata dahil antok panga.
So nakapa ko basa yung damit nag leak pala yung peee nya,so wala akong choice kundi bumangon kasi need to change her diaperπ.
After I lay down beside her to feed ,she suddenly look up straight to my eyes π ,I smiled at her sabay hug her and saying I LOVE YOU SO MUCH .
SO later after, I checked my phone and its already 3:23 am π.
I remember its my birthday na pala shalaaaaaaπππππ
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME "I greated myself .
And di ko na napansin tumulo na luha ko , di dahil di ako masaya na naka abot ako sa ganitong stage of life.
Medyo emotional lng kasi since umalis ako ng bahay year 2016,
Kada birthday ko mag isa lng ako π,chambahan nalang kapag makaka uwi .
I celebrated my 18th birthday π alone full of dramaa charizzz π, kasi diba yung iba bongga tapos complete families & friends ganorn.
Pero keree lng kasi maganda naman ako ay hala hahahaπ
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Hanggang sa nasanay nalang ganorn every birthday ko nasanay ako mag isa at walang handa ,kasi parang di naman importante yung ganon diba *oh sadyang wala lng talagang panghanda π.
Makapag pasalamat ka kay god oking ok na yun π
And now I thank god for giving me another chapter ,another time ,kasama Asawa't anak ko βΊοΈ kahit malayo ako sa family ko ,happy padin naman ako .
Yun lng tapos na ako sa pag eemote π
Happy 23rd birthday to me πππππ»πΉπ
DECEMBER 9,2000
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Jay-an Alcober Obiso