01/05/2026
I am proud of you.
Madam Chief Noel ā¤ļø
And here it is., for months i been having constant tug and and tow if I should make this in public., am I ready for this? but I came to realize if not now., kelan?
I kept this to myself for a while. It started as a quiet break from social media⦠just a space where I could write, think, and let things out. No pressure. No expectations. Just a journal.
Then one essay became three pages.
And somewhere in between, a question came to me:
What if I write a book?
It felt ambitious. Maybe even unrealistic.
But at the same time⦠what do I really have to lose?
So I pushed myself to write one chapter. It sat with me for a week. I couldnāt ignore it anymore.
I shared it with a few peopleājust to hear what they think.
Some responded. Some didnāt.
Some gave polite support.
But only a few⦠truly believed in it.
The kind of belief that doesnāt just encourage youā
it pushes you.
And that was enough.
This book is not a fairy tale.
Itās not about highlighting only the good side of seafaring.
Itās about the truth.
The heartbreak.
The frustration.
The silent battles.
The misconceptions people donāt talk about.
Itās a collection of experiences, observations, and thoughtsā written with one purpose:
to validate the emotions of seafarers who feel itā¦
but donāt always say it.
To the people who stood behind meā
My High School and Collage best friends, you know who your are., My former prof. ( you know who you are) The Lost Mermaid , yung kaibigang natisod mo lang sa daan unexpectedly but never held back the truth and became my critic and manuscript readerš
My siblings, my Mom, my niece and my daughterāwho never had to say anything, because I already knew where they stood.
To my publisher and the team behind thisā thank you for believing in the work and helping bring it to life. Weāve finished the first part⦠but weāre still far from the finish line.
To you, Dadākalma ka lang dyan, weāre good here.,
And lastly, to HIMā
for the desire, the passion, and the constant reminder to keep searching for more in life. Every day Im grateful for all the blessing and realizations that Im on the right place and on the right time.
This started as something small.
Now⦠itās something I can no longer ignore.