Enkai

29/05/2025

𝐀 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠,
𝐚 𝐩𝐨𝐞𝐦 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮.

28/05/2025

Stop scrolling, give me a minute. LET US PRAY.

Heavenly Father, Source of all light and truth,
I come before You with a heart full of hope and care,
lifting up to You, a soul You have created with purpose and promise.

Lord, I pray that Your goodness may rest upon them.
Let it settle into the corners of their spirit
like morning light that warms even the coldest places.
May that goodness overflow
so they may bring comfort, peace, and kindness
to those they encounter each day.

Protect them, O God,
from the seduction of power and the temptation of pride.
Let not their rank, title, or position
become a veil that blinds them to truth or justice.
Guard their heart from becoming hardened
by ambition or self-interest.

Instead, clothe them in humility.
Remind them that greatness is found in service,
and that true authority is shown
in how we care for the least, the quiet, the unseen.

May their hands be quick to help,
their words a balm to the wounded,
and their presence a reflection of Your love.
Use them, Lord, not for the gain of the few,
but for the lifting up of the many.

And when they walk through shadows of doubt or confusion,
be their guiding light.
Let their soul always lean toward what is right,
what is just, what is good.

All this we pray in the name of your son Jesus Christ with a heart full of trust in Your grace.

Amen.

21/11/2024

I haven’t been feeling like myself lately.. everything feels dull.. I lack the energy to do anything... Then, out of nowhere.. these certificates appeared. Dati, participant lang ako, ngayon, speaker na ako. From someone who used to be terrified of speaking in front of others and struggling with stage fright, I’ve come a long way.. I realized I didn’t have a choice but to grow 😂🤣😊

Keep going, Enkai ... keep learning.. so you can continue sharing the best with others. Growth isn’t easy, but it’s worth it. 💚💙

07/11/2024

Phases of you

07/11/2024

04/11/2024

Healing Heart

Your heart was whole, now hurt and bruised,
Love once strong, now left confused.
Tears may fall, but strength will stay,
Your spirit rises, bright as day.

Remember the pain, the lesson learned,
A love once lost, and bridges burned.
You’re worthy, special, a sight to see,
Your love is strong, wild, and free.

Let go of the hurt, the pain, the past,
Hold on to your worth, a peace that lasts.
A new love waits, so real and true,
With joy and light, just right for you.

-Enkai

02/11/2024

So many things calling to be done,
Yet none of them spark the fire I want.
Realizations drift, gentle yet strong,
And I'm left here, feeling lost, all alone.

Motivation fades like a distant shore,
I’m swimming, yet sinking, unsure what for.
Did I lose something deep within?
Or is it emptiness, creeping in?

Do I need someone to pull me through,
A guiding light, a friend so true?
Or can I rise from within, alone,
And prove to myself I’m strong on my own?

So here I stand, with no one beside,
Learning to be strong, to hide the tide.
I’ll build my walls, brick by brick,
In this empty heart where hope feels sick

-enkai
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11/10/2024

I told you I was struggling…

Showed you the cracks beneath the surface, but instead of helping me heal,
you poured salt into the wounds.

You saw my weaknesses and turned them into weapons. Each word you spoke cut deeper, and as I stood on the edge, barely holding on, you gave me one more push.

It’s like you enjoyed watching me crumble, like seeing me lost gave you power. You knew exactly where to strike, playing my mind like a game you couldn’t lose.

I wanted to be strong for you, wanted to be the woman you could count on,
but you kept tearing me down, piece by piece, until nothing was left.

Now I sit here, broken and empty,
and somehow, I’m the one to blame.

You’ll say I was too distant, too cold,
that I couldn’t open up, couldn’t be enough.

And while you paint yourself as the victim the world will listen to your stor.,

But no one will see the quiet destruction.

You left behind in me. ❤️‍🩹💔

Shared by: Mr. Nigel

10/10/2024

Some men can be so toxic to your health. They don't want to love you properly, but they don't want to let you go either.

The more you give the less they appreciate, and the minute you've had enough and decide to walk away is when they are ready to love you and treat you right.

So you give them a chance in the hopes they've changed only to realise it was all fake. You find the strength to walk away once more and here he comes again proclaiming his love for you and you give in, AGAIN.

A man showing anger and persistence to get you back once you try to break it of isn't proof of love; its a knee jerk reaction.

A man kissing your ass or making flaccid attempts to be nicer for two weeks isn't proof that he's trying, its proof that he knows you well enough to know how to defuse you long enough to hook you once again.

Take away a toy, a little boy cries. Take away a relationship of convenience, a man cries. Just because he cries doesn't mean you give him what he wants.

Stop listening to what your man keeps promising and start watching what his actions actually keep telling you.

A lot of you women don't know what its like to be loved by a real man. You know lust, you know joy, you know passion and you know the fear of abandonment.

Stop chasing your idea of what love should be and recognise what love IS. Love isn't promising to act right after he gets caught fu***ng up time and time again.
Love is him acting right from the start because he doesn't want to f**k up.

Love isn't telling your grown man he needs to change so he can keep you; love is a grown man changing on his own because he cant imagine life without you.

//Credit to the rightful author and artist.

10/10/2024

Ang tagal naman ng "tables will turn" na yan...
asan ba yang lamesa na yan at ako na mag-ikot.

10/10/2024

One of the hardest goodbyes is to happen when we love someone and at the same time see that it is impossible to build a healthy relationship with them.

Staying means to continue waiting for changes that won't come, tolerating actions that hurt us, accepting the minimum effort, losing ourselves in the attempt not to lose it.

We know walking away will hurt, but it will be the road to healing. Instead, staying will continue to open the wound more and more.

Sometimes you choose to leave, not because of lack of love towards this person, but because it is your own love that makes you take care of yourself, and with love you leave.

✍Credit to the rightful author