Janine

Janine ang mga salitang hindi maibigkas ng labi...

22/03/2024

Minsan nakakapagod, ano? Lalo na pagpakiramdam mo katapusan na ng lahat. Kung ang nakikita mo ay puro kadiliman na lang. Nakakatakot diba? Ano kayang pwedeng gawin sa tuwing nasa ganitong pahina ng buhay?
Nagawa ko na kase ang huminga ng malalim at manalangin kaso mabigat pa rin. Ipinikit ko na rin ang aking mga mata at ninamnam ang yakap ng hangin sa akin kaso... masakit pa rin.

Minsan nakakapagod na rin mabuhay. Ang mga ganap kase, parang inuulit lang pero nabibigla ka pa rin at nasasaktan. Hindi na nasanay. Ano kayang pwedeng gawin kapag nasa ganitong pahina ng buhay? Nagawa ko na kase ang kainin lahat ng pagkain na sa tingin ko ay makakapagpakalma sa akin. Uminom na rin ako ng maraming tubig at sinamahan pa ng kapeng barako para naman tumapang ako kaso... wala pa rin.

Minsan sa sobrang pagal mo, nakakaidlip ka na lang. Mapaglaro ata ang buhay kase kahit sa panaginip mo, iyon pa rin ang tinatalakay. Ano kayang pwedeng gawin pag nasa ganitong pahina ng buhay? Tutulog sa tabi ng dagat habang pinapakinggan ang paghampas ng alon o ang tanawin ang kalikasan sa taas ng burol habang lumulubog ang araw? Kaya ba nitong pakalmahin ang aking pagkatakot. Kaya ba nitong papagpahingahin ang pagal kong puso.

—Janine

09/03/2024

"para sa mga taong nawalan, naligaw, nawala"

may nawala

makulimlim ang mga ulap
malamlam ang paligid
paunti-unti ang patak ng ulan
tila mga luha na nais pigilan

mabigat ang bawat sandali
kasabay ng pagkalumbay nitong puso'y mga pahapyaw na ala-ala
mga ngiti, tawa at mga sandali na hindi na mangyayari pa

pagal na sa kakaasa
pati ang kalangitan ay sumasabay sa nadarama
ang pahapyaw na ulan
di na napigilan, bumuhos na

umihip ang hangin
para bang niyayakap ako nito
pamilyar ang pakiramdam
ganito rin ang klima sa bisig mo

sino nga ba ang nawala?
ikaw na hindi ko na makita
o ako na di alam kung saan magsisimula
pareho tayong nawala

-Janine

09/03/2024

"para sa mga taong nahihirapan na hanapin ang daan"

paano hahakbang kung di alam kung saan?
may dulo ba itong hirap, nasaan?
tuloy lang daw kahit luhaan
ngunit sandali, teka lang
saan ba ang daan

sometimes I miss my childhood.when everything feels too much to handle and when the situation is just so overwhelming, w...
08/03/2024

sometimes I miss my childhood.

when everything feels too much to handle and when the situation is just so overwhelming, we see ourselves looking at our past. not because we have an easy and fancy life but because we have a great time and simple life.

sometimes, it just feels nice to be a kid again. to be a little kid means having a little pressure, little worry, a tiny wounds and scars. to be a kid means having peaceful day and genuine happiness. it also means you can play with your cousins without worrying about your dreams and without questioning what's next after this storm.

sometimes we miss our childhood not because life wasn't hard back then but because we also missed those people who made a great impact of our life. we longed for their warm hugs and kisses that we can't feel ever again because they're gone.

most of the time, we looked back and realized that we come this far but deep inside our hearts we want a simple life. At the back of minds, we think that it still feels nice to be HOME.

-Janine

05/03/2024

it is indeed ironic when we realize that when we are still a kid,they taught us to dream big. they asked us what do we want to become when we grow up. they made it easy for us to hope that someday we can achieve anything we want. they said the only requirement is to do our best and don't lose hope. they made us to be dreamers.

now, we are chasing that dream. we are doing our best and trying not to lose hope because we believed that we can reach the goal we set if we continue. But wait, why are they stopping us to run for our dreams? why they are teaching us to give up? aren't they the same people who once believe in our capabilities?

did we dream to high?
or is it because we are at the right age to know that it wasn't easy to achieve anything we want?
or maybe, they're not just the same people who once made us dream?

-Janine

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