22/11/2025
STORY OF MY LIFE AS BOARD PASSER OF SOCIAL WORK.
So this is what my life start, 2017 I graduate of ACT- associate in Computer Technology I've work as cashier and experience it for over a Year with different company, in 2021 I've decided to study again due to unifast scholarship in our school, so I've think twice for the opportunity so I've chose to enrolled than to work it's sounds same but there's an benefits for studying.
there's I've experienced a lot of emotional and stress due to lot of task and requirements in school I've never tell anyone what kind of challenge I've faced in school just to prove to them that I'm strong.
Last year's of school OJT training, I've kicked out to the agency I list because of the co-worker who try to pulled me down and spread bad rumors about me even I didn't know what she's point for doing it and I didn't do anything wrong to her, I accept it and transfer to the other agency, glad I belong to the best group ever😊.
May 2025 graduation day, after of our graduation, I've ask my parents to support me for enrolling review center for the coming board exam, I pay it installment because of being poor but while I'm at review center there's a lot of challenge I've been through. Like first drill exam at review center I got 17 score over 100, the exam is so worst than I expect it was so hard 😠like I wanna backout but I chose to stay at the review center even it while longer my score has no improvement.
What I did, is everytime I went home after class I get my notes and read it deeply and understand it well, I don't know also if it mark on my mind but all I did is to understand it An familiarize , until one day I meet my old friend and we have a small chat he told me to be fighting and he said I can do it I can pass it and I have to, those feedback mark on my mind so those word help me to be motivated.
My sister also said that if I can pass the board exam there she will follow my path, so in my mind I need to make it for the person who recognize my strength, our proctor also that recognize me to the lot of us he recognized me as his student so there's have to motivate me.
Every one around me specifically my friends sees me as not serious in the review center, sometimes I played casino online gambling that is scatter just to relax my mind from stress while at review center.
Every night while at home and studying everytime I saw my score that never been on the passing score of the board exam, I've remind of those Person who trust me.
my tear fall and I can't control it. But I've always ask for help to Allah, every night I've cry and no body's sees it, I hide it and I've never tell to them that it was so hard, just for not worrying them.
Afternoon before exam , I'll leave our home and take a lodge instead to focus on studying and the first day I forgot to bring the brown enveloped that proctor need it, but thanks to the kindness proctor he let me take the exam.
Second day I study hard for the next exam, a lot of people say the next subject is the hardest subject to all so I need to study well, I both study my notes review, my drill exam, and the google information related to the subject not bragging anyone to those people who believe, believe me or not but all the exam is came from Google subject. So it was easy for me to answer it.
