25/06/2025
To everyone affected by the project we started two years ago,
Before anything else, please allow me to say this: I am sincerely, deeply sorry. I owe each of you an explanation, an apology, and an update—something I should have done earlier, but honestly, I didn't know how to begin. The past two years have been the hardest and most painful chapter of my life. What happened was never my intention, and I will never deny the fact that people trusted me and got affected.
When I invited you into that project, it was never with bad motives. I believed in it myself. I also invested and hoped for the same success I promised you. But when everything fell apart, the burden and blame all pointed to me—and I take responsibility for that. I stayed silent not because I didn’t care, but because I was overwhelmed, lost, mentally broken, and trying to survive.
The reality is, I didn’t run away from this. The reason why I am now working abroad, far away from my family and comfort, is because I needed to find ways to rise again and slowly face the consequences of that nightmare. My name has been dragged, slandered, and judged by people who never knew the full story, but I stayed silent out of respect for everyone’s pain, and because I felt I didn’t deserve to defend myself until I started making things right.
As of now, I am slowly paying back what I can. I wish I had the power to settle everything in one go, but my current situation simply doesn’t allow that. I’m still in a transition phase of rebuilding my life. I’m working hard, sacrificing a lot, just to make sure that little by little, I can repay what is owed. I know for some of you, it’s taking longer than expected, and I fully understand the frustration. But I hope you see the small steps I’ve already started, and the sincerity behind them.
Please don’t think that I forgot any of you. Every single day, I carry this responsibility with me. I will not make false promises. What I can guarantee is this: I will continue to work, to survive, and to pay back slowly, one step at a time, until I fulfill my obligation to all of you.
I also ask for a bit more understanding—not forgiveness if you’re not ready for that, but just understanding of my current situation. I am not living a comfortable life here. I am here working hard because of what happened. This is my consequence and my responsibility.
To those who are still hurting, I feel your pain. To those who lost trust in me, I understand why. To those who are still waiting for closure, please know: I hear you. I remember you. And I’m doing my best to face this—kahit mahirap, kahit masakit, kahit mabigat.
This is my truth, my apology, and my ongoing effort to make things right.
Thank you for reading this.
