22/12/2024
I don't need to clear my name in front of people who spread rumors and lies about me. It's a waste of time to respond, think whatever you want about me, because even if i explain myself you all will always have the opposite perception. I don't have to prove myself, just to come up on top. Sometimes it's better to remain silent because intelligent individuals ignore such negativity, and my biggest regret? trusting people and being fooled by them‚ being softhearted‚ always forgiving‚ being a people pleaser/parents pleaser‚ loving someone who can't love me back‚ giving too much love & efforts‚ being shy with opportunities, pretending to be totally fine with situation that had made my heart heavy, when everyone thinks that you're strong and lucky for handling everything so well, but you always had that moment where you hide yourself from everyone and all you just want is to disappear. When you want to open up to someone but you choose not to because you think it's not worth their time. Those days and nights that feel like years, and it doubled the pain you felt. When you think you've healed, but actually you're not. You realized that you're just trying to live through every single day. I know my worth now, I don't mind if people gossip about me behind my back. If you dislike me, that's alright. If my personality isn't your cup of tea, that's fine too. If you choose to exit my life, the door is open, and you're free to leave. I've made a promise to myself that I won't seek approval or beg anyone anymore. I won't ponder why people change. Instead, I'll embrace contentment and go with the flow. I'll keep myself occupied with my life and concentrate on my personal growth from now on, no more expectations just go with the flow and whatever happens, happens.🫶
