19/10/2024
A lot has happened, but I’m still here trying to be better, even when the weight of my past feels unbearable. Each day presents a struggle to navigate the shadows of loss and disappointment that seem to cling to me. I often find myself haunted by memories—moments that remind me of what was and what could have been. Despite my efforts to move forward, the scars from those experiences linger, making it difficult to fully embrace the hope I crave. I’m caught in a cycle of wanting to heal but feeling the pull of sadness that keeps dragging me back.
Yet, amidst the heartache, I hold onto the small glimmers of strength that remind me I can change. I push through the days, finding solace in the little victories, whether it’s a kind word from a friend or a moment of quiet reflection. I know that growth is not linear, and there will be days when I falter. Still, I keep trying, driven by the belief that even the smallest steps forward matter. It’s a painful journey, but I cling to the hope that one day, the effort to be better will overshadow the sorrow that once defined me.
- Balt
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