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"Always be ready to survive alone, some people suddenly change, today you're important to them, tomorrow you're nothing ...
23/08/2025

"Always be ready to survive alone, some people suddenly change, today you're important to them, tomorrow you're nothing to them, and that's real life.,,
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Happy follow-versary to my awesome followers. Thanks for all your support!Marichu Lerio
23/08/2025

Happy follow-versary to my awesome followers. Thanks for all your support!

Marichu Lerio

I’m teaching my kids early—that silence at the wrong table is not strength, it’s self-betrayal.We don’t sit where our na...
23/08/2025

I’m teaching my kids early—
that silence at the wrong table is not strength, it’s self-betrayal.

We don’t sit where our names are served the moment we leave.
We don’t dine with those who smile at us, yet plate gossip as their favorite dessert.
We don’t celebrate alongside people who only clap when we’re beneath them.

Because if someone can shred your name with ease when you’re gone…
they will cut deeper when you’re near.

My children will know their worth so well, shrinking won’t even cross their minds.
They’ll understand that “keeping the peace” with people who dishonor you isn’t peace at all—
it’s just swallowing poison with a polite smile.

And they’ll carry this truth: it’s better to eat alone at an honest table than to feast with snakes in disguise.

We don’t stay where love is absent, where loyalty is hollow, where respect is conditional.
Not in friendships.
Not in family.
Not anywhere.

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PAG PALA HINDI KA NA EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED sa tao, saka ka pa pala magkakaroon nang peace of mind.Yun bang, dati eager ka...
19/08/2025

PAG PALA HINDI KA NA EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED sa tao, saka ka pa pala magkakaroon nang peace of mind.

Yun bang, dati eager ka pang maki alam sa social media niya, like e che-check ang msgr, chat history search history or nagtatampo ka pag di ka na-update, or wala nang hello kiss and goodbye kiss or kung ano pa nakasanayan mo na di nya na ginagawa..

Ngayon unbothered ka na, meron o wala, di ka na nagtatampo, or even magka time para mag complain or mag discuss pa .. pati pakikipag away wala ka nang panahon, ni hanapin sya wala ka na din time 🤣

Ang saya pala nun, ang gaan sa katawan

Peru bago ka aabot sa unbother phase na yan, dadaan ka muna sa pagka lugmok, sakit hanggang bones , insecurities and libo libong "Whys" pati self worth mo question mark na.

Maturity ba yan, o wala ka lang choice kundi palayain ang sarili mo sa sitwasyon na di mo deserve,

kailangan mo lang mas mahalin sarili mo para mahalin ka man nang tama oh hindi, Fine ka lang 😍😍

KEEP ON SLAYIN' GIRLS!🫶✨

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DadI never knew how precious a hug could beuntil the last one became only a memory—a moment I can’t go back to, no matte...
19/08/2025

Dad

I never knew how precious a hug could be
until the last one became only a memory—
a moment I can’t go back to, no matter how much I ache for it.

You held me as if the world was steady,
as if no matter how hard life became,
I’d always have your arms to fall into.
But then life took you away,
and now every day I long for just one more chance—
to bury my face in your shoulder,
to feel safe again, if only for a breath.

Grief doesn’t shout.
It lingers quietly in the spaces you once filled.
It waits in the doorway where you used to stand,
in the silence where your voice once called my name.

I would give anything—
absolutely anything—
for the gift of your embrace, even for a second.
Because nothing in this world has ever felt as whole,
as healing, as home,
as being held by you, Dad.
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At some point in my life, I feel like I'm losing all my will to live. I feel like it's easier to give up than to continu...
17/08/2025

At some point in my life, I feel like I'm losing all my will to live. I feel like it's easier to give up than to continue fighting an endless battle. Sometimes I'm tired of lying to myself that everything will be okay—that I'll be happy again and that I'm going to heal from all the heartaches that I've been bearing. There are times where I feel like I'm losing hope in everything, and I am just going with the flow of life. I could no longer find any motivation to survive a day; I just live my life as if I have no other choice but to wake up and get up in bed.

Behind every smile that I show to everyone, there is a dead soul inside me. Most days, I feel like I'm drowning in sadness. I don't know what to do; I don't know how to tell anyone that I am not okay all along. I'm tired of being resilient. I'm tired of acting so strong. For the first time after how many years of being brave, I want to admit that I am so tired of this life, and I don't want to be sad anymore. I no longer want to feel like dying with the pain that I've been keeping inside. I'm tired, and I feel so lost at the same time.
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I watched myself go from the happiest and most outgoing person to fighting everyday to heal 💔Ctto
17/08/2025

I watched myself go from the happiest and most outgoing person to fighting everyday to heal 💔
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I thought when I become an adult everything will fall into places. But I've become sadder and sadder each day. Everythin...
17/08/2025

I thought when I become an adult everything will fall into places. But I've become sadder and sadder each day. Everything feels so wrong. I am so lost, and I don't know where to find myself sometimes. Being an adult seems like having a boring and lonely life. No matter what I do to make myself happy, I just couldn't appreciate my life anymore.

I tried to met few people to make my life more meaningful, but they only make me realize why I need to be alone. At this age, I'd rather be alone than be with the ones who make me feel unappreciated. I thought everything will be okay when I become an adult. But things only get worse than what I have expected.

You see, when I was a kid, I've always been dreaming to be an adult. But now that I am already an adult and I feel so lost at this age, I just want to turn back time and be a little kid again.

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"She never heáled, she just forcéd hersélf to forgét everything that happened And she is me"Ctto
17/08/2025

"She never heáled, she just forcéd hersélf to forgét everything that happened

And she is me"
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Sadness hits heavily every time I wake up, and I always wish for a day that it would never feel the same. I'm honestly t...
16/08/2025

Sadness hits heavily every time I wake up, and I always wish for a day that it would never feel the same. I'm honestly tired of pretending that nothing's going wrong with me for I couldn't live well like what normal people do. I am paralized in my own bed, feeling like everything is going to crash down in my life. I can't make people understand how it feels like, so I stopped talking about it. I keep trying and trying, until I'm tired of forcing myself to be okay. I just want everything to let go— my dreams, my worries, and all the sadness inside my chest. I just want to breathe, and sometimes when I wake up, I would just wish to disappear.

I am slowly giving up on myself, and the scariest part of this is that— I am not feeling sorry at all.

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Don’t become your child’s first bully.Harsh words aren’t always discipline.Criticism isn’t always correction.Silence isn...
16/08/2025

Don’t become your child’s first bully.

Harsh words aren’t always discipline.
Criticism isn’t always correction.
Silence isn’t always strength.
Sometimes, it’s harm.

Children are born with pure hearts, open minds, and an unshakable trust in us.
The words we speak to them become the voice they’ll hear in their own head — long after childhood.
Be careful what you plant there.

Correct with kindness.
Lead with patience.
Discipline without humiliation.
And always speak to them in the way you hope they’ll speak to themselves someday.

The world will test them — don’t let home be the place that breaks them.

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Shout out to my newest followers! Excited to have you onboard!Mariben Banez, Heidi Lohneis Gaydeski, Anna Liza Lim- Daya...
16/08/2025

Shout out to my newest followers! Excited to have you onboard!

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