21/09/2025
My bf is so busy w acads he’s becoming meaner and meaner to me loll he’s too lately i do what i can to understand him tho, i remind him to take care of himself, i buy him food sa school, i sometimes pay for his pamasahe, i patiently wait for him to wake up kasi he spent all night doing either acads or game time, i reward him whenever he’s done things for his acads, i even let him spend the rest of the night with his friends bc its their game time ^^ oh and he also remembers me alot when he needs some pleasure hshshs ^^ little did he know my (abusive) ex did the same thing to me (neglect me and put his friends first and only sees me when he needs sum s3xual moments) and now im having the time of my life going through ptsd !! >_< b4 u come for me, yes i do talk to him abt it, but read the first sentence i wrote in this entry :DD anw i
