25/08/2023
Have you ever dreamed about something you wanted? 🤔
Ako? Well, Yes! I dreamed and prayed to live to the fullest which I don't need to worry about anything like where I can go, treat my family and my future ones too, spending both time, money and effort on my loved ones and many more. 🙏🏼
Pero along the way, it is really hard to get through these dreams that I wanted because I'm still failing, even if you tried to follow all the teaching from the financial seminars you've attended, events and other life investments to achieve those dreams. I still failed. It was really exhausting to think about it. 😭
Since then, I keep trying, and trying to figure out what will be the best way to achieve those dreams. And then one day, I had this kind of feeling that no one ever supports me because this is something far away from their imagination and their life routine. 🤦🏼♂
A few friends and family relatives thought that "kumuha ka na lang ng ibang trabaho, hindi ka magiging successful dyan sa field na meron ka dyan!" 🚫
This mentality hit me a lot. Kaya I landed to get a bit of a stable job and have an experience but still I feel disappointed to those people na minamaliit ako dahil eto lang meron ako but I think na mamatay na lang ako para hindi ko maramdam kung ano yung meron ako ngayon. 🙏🏼
Back story, pero bago yun, if ever andito ka na and still reading my stuff, I would like to say, THANK YOU for staying and being a Marites for today, Charooot. Hahahaha 🤣
So ayun na nga, 13 yo na ko when I heard that kind of mindset until I went to college na which eventually I've heard that those are the "poverty mindset" natutunan ko sa Isang talk that I attended back then and this is also hit me again, kaya sabi ko lang sa sarili ayoko na pala mamatay na ganun na lang basta basta, I want to share this to those people that very important to me. And the time goes by and I am still getting rejections, see zones mode, delivered msgs na alam ko naman na basa nila yung msgs ko yet I'm still rejected kahit hindi nila sabihin. 🤸🏼♂️
In short, sanay na ko ma reject ng kahit sino, sa taong gusto kong mahalin, sa mga bagay na gusto kong mangayari and still I'm getting rejected kaya minsan I felt the sense of belongingness sa mundo na meron ako ngayon eh. 🥹
I wrote this msg not because I want or I need your empathy about it and etc but I write this because I want to share why I'm still alive and keep moving forward because I know and believe that God lead me to experience those rollercoaster rides and share it alongside of it. 👌🏼
Sabi nga "When we make mistakes and fall, He picks us up, gives us a second chance, and makes us whole again. He carries us in His mighty arms and will never forsake His children. God is full of compassion, and He knows what we need, what we are going through, and tells us that He has a plan to address our situation. 🌻
And he promised in "When you go through deep waters, I will be with you. When you go through rivers of difficulty, you will not drown. When you walk through the fire of oppression, you will not be burned up; the flames will not consume you. - Isaiah 43:2 NLT" 🫰🏼
Abba will be there no matter what it takes even if no one appreciates you as individuals nor supports the things that you are doing too. 🧡💛🩵
Abba reminds you that you just have to wait for the dreams that you pray for, and believe that God will help you in season and out of season and lastly, you have to survive in everything, not just physically but in mentally, spiritually, and financially too. 💚❤️💜
And Lastly, I want to affirm you on this verse... The Lord is my shepherd; I have all that I need. He lets me rest in green meadows; he leads me beside peaceful streams. He renews my strength. He guides me along right paths, bringing honor to his name. Even when I walk through the darkest valley, I will not be afraid, for you are close beside me. Your rod and your staff protect and comfort me.- Psalms 23:1-4 NLT 💙🩷🩶
- Vince Angello 🐼🦁🦅
