Ako at ang mga multo ko sa buhay

12/08/2025

I'm always trying my best, pouring everything i have into what i do. But no matter how hard i try, it never seems to be enough. It's exhausting chasing a standard that always feels just out of reach.

12/08/2025

wow hahahahah ako nanaman mali😂🤣🤣

04/08/2025

i got through it quietly, but that doesn’t mean it was beautiful. i faced things with all i had—fear, hope, and grit. sometimes i broke, sometimes i didn’t. maybe it looked easy, like i never struggled, but i did. survival isn’t pretty. it’s just what had to be done.

— aies 🧸

04/08/2025

04/08/2025

There’s nothing more frustrating than feeling like you could be doing more but not knowing where to start.
And sometimes, the worst part isn’t even failure…
It’s knowing deep down that you’ve been doubting yourself.

Not because you’re incapable. But because something inside you keeps hesitating.
Keeps overthinking. Keeps holding back.

You tell yourself you’re waiting for the right timing
But honestly? You’re waiting to feel ready.
And that version of “ready” never really comes.

Your potential doesn’t need you to be fearless.
It just needs you to stop disappearing on yourself.

You don’t have to go all in today.

It’s okay if you’ve been slow.
It’s okay if you’ve been scared.

But promise yourself this:
You won’t be the reason you never find out who you could’ve become.

Love,
Virtual Kuya 💙

Photo from Sunshine Movie

01/08/2025

🗝️ ‧₊˚ margaret atwood, from paper boat: selected poems; "he shifts from east to west”

01/08/2025

“Letting go wasn’t easy, but holding on was breaking me.”
I fought for us longer than I should have. I held on to every word you said,
every promise you made,
every moment that made me believe we still had something worth saving.

But slowly, the truth unfolded.
You stopped trying. I kept reaching for someone who no longer reached back.

And every time I held on,
I was losing parts of myself —
my peace, my worth, my joy.

You see, no one talks about the silent kind of heartbreak —
the one where you’re still together,
but it already feels like goodbye.

I didn’t want to walk away.
I didn’t want to let go.
But I had to choose between loving you and losing myself.

So I chose me.
With trembling hands and a heavy heart, I let go — not because I stopped loving you, but because I finally started loving myself.

01/08/2025

gonna cut people off

23/07/2025

And for some reason, I found myself wondering if I should continue everything,
or.. just stop,
because I feel like the weight of the responsibilities keep adding and adding to my shoulder.

I don't want to continue living like this,
I want to live for myself,
I want to live because I love to be here, and not because I need to survive.

I'm tired of carrying the weight of all the responsibilities,
I'm tired to keep going and showing them that everything is just okay,
And for the last time, I'm tired to just survive and not living.

04/07/2025

Hindi ko ata kakayanin 'to,
araw araw binibilang ang mga araw ko,
napapagod din ako.

Hindi maipaliwanag ang hirap na dinadala,
basta ang nais ko lang ay tumakbo pa palayo,
malayo rito sa lahat nang kakilala ko.

26/06/2025

ang insensitive???? hahahah kairita