
05/06/2025
When I say I’m tired—it’s not because I’m giving up. It’s because I’ve been carrying everything for far too long.
I wake up again and again, forcing myself to rise—because quitting isn’t an option. But exhaustion doesn’t just live in my body. It lives in my heart. In my soul. In the way I keep failing myself without ever being able to pause long enough to heal.
I look at my life—and feel shame not because I haven’t tried—but because I haven’t moved forward the way I dreamed.
Yes—I want understanding. Appreciation. Recognition that I’m still here, even after all this time of breaking beneath my own weight.
But more than that—I need silence. Space. The right to rest without being questioned. Without having to prove I’m still strong.
Because I am.
Even through failure.
Even through disappointment.
Even through the kind of fatigue no one sees.
So let me be. Let me heal. Let me try again—not for anyone else—but for the woman I still believe I can become.
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