
26/08/2025
💬 Truthful Tuesday: Still in My Heart
I watched Ben and Mika’s vlog yesterday.
“Hindi man siya nagme-make sense ngayon, ’yung problema na nararanasan mo, one day magme-make sense siya. And maiintindihan mo bakit hindi inallow ni Lord ‘yung something na pinagpe-pray mo, kahit gaano mo siya ka-hard ipag-pray. Kasi mas makakabuti sa’yo ’yon.” — Mika Salamanca
And I was like 😳😔🥺.
My childhood dream was to become a teacher.
But in our situation back in 2019, teaching would never have made our life as comfortable as it is today.
It was truly a blessing when I shifted careers—from teacher to office girly.
Honestly, I’ve been wanting to teach again.
I tried my luck applying as an international teacher with my friends, but it wasn’t permitted.
I even applied as an ESL teacher, but I wasn’t accepted. I was so nervous during the interview.
I hadn’t gone through one in the past six years.
And I thought, I know everything. I can do everything.
But no—I didn’t. I couldn’t.
Teaching is still something in my heart.
It’s a quiet longing I carry.
But I know God has a plan built just for me.
And if it’s truly for me, He will permit it—in the most perfect time.
“Sometimes, unanswered prayers are just redirections to something better.”