30/09/2025
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To my dearest in Northern Samar,
This is a message for you that I can no longer bring myself to say through chat, because I donβt want to have any more contact or news about youβ¦
I never thought that while I was repeatedly trying to fix the relationship we built, you had already long given up. It turns out I was the only one fixing things and fighting for us. I was the only one hoping.
While I was busy working on our future, reaching for my dreams so that one day you could be proud of me, saving up for our future, you were also busyβ¦ building a family with someone else. I didnβt know that the family I wanted to build with you, you had already built with another.
Iβm tired of hoping that youβll come back. Iβm tired of waiting. Iβm tired of holding on to your words that you love me and that youβll return to meβ¦ ππ I didnβt know that what I couldnβt give you, you were looking for in someone else. I hope you know how much I endured just to be without you, how much I waited, how lonely I felt, how much I cried every time I saw you happy with them.
I held on to your promises that you would come back to me and that we would see each other. That one day we would be togetherβ¦ But itβs exhausting now. Itβs exhausting to hope and wait for nothingβ¦
God knows how much I loved you, how much I prayed for your safetyβ¦ God knows that I always chose you and forgave you every day, every moment, even when everything became so complicated. I kept trying to understand you, over and over, no matter how painful it wasβ¦
Maybe this is the right time and moment for me to finally choose myself. Thank you for the memories. Thank you for the times you made me feel that I was loved, that I was capable, that I was good enoughβ¦ Donβt worry, Iβll still reach for my dreams even without you. I just hope youβll be happy with her.
Itβs time to forget you. Itβs time to stop begging for you to come back. Itβs time to finally choose myself. I hope one day this reaches you and you remember that there was once someone who truly loved youβ¦
Until we meet again, my love.
βLuzon β€οΈ