ADHDean

29/10/2023

CLASSIC SETT COMING TOGTHER BABY

06/04/2023

Images you can smell

Double the dumb FushiDeanu

11/03/2023

had fun as klee

06/03/2023

it’s so

06/03/2023

kleednapping soon @ ozine glorietta

19/02/2023

cocki shinobu niyo pagod na

14/02/2023

rerun leaks 👹

Jiraya wig

Salamuch sa tiwala ehe

04/02/2023

my reaction to that information:

04/02/2023

sana ok na this

03/02/2023

No, but eventually yes

I didn’t feel myself with the shame and guilt from s**t I did as a minor in a crisis. I didn’t feel myself when I was second guessing every interaction, online and in person. Didn’t feel like I could approach anyone and had a sense of impending doom. Still struggling with some parts but reasons to push forward keep on coming.

I feel more in touch with myself because fear doesn’t have as much of a hold on me anymore. What lead me down the rabbit hole was fear. Fear for my reputation, future, and even my own life at one point. It made me avoid important conversations that could’ve changed the flow of events.

My only fear at this point is truly letting the friends I’ve made in this community down (or even dragging them with me). Even after everything, they still have me in their plans and want to bring out the best in me. They’re good people and influences despite what some would want to believe.

I feel myself when I can say that I’m not hiding anymore. I feel myself when I know I’m not the same person anymore. I feel myself when my friends truly have my back. I feel myself when I can still, despite everything, make people smile.

At the end of the day, all I can really do is keep walking the right path. Whether or not people want to forgive, forget, or forsake is up to them.

Just know that I’m better. Just know that I can do more. Just watch me.

02/02/2023

mom come pick me up im scared (ngl in comments)
but like…maybe GANK by Q3 2023 if i live that long

02/02/2023

hehe beke nmn

31/01/2023

denji niyo gigil na

30/01/2023

so some of you guys may notice that i never really make the first move or mukha akong mataray unless approached

this is because i’m faceblind lalo na with wigs and masks so i rarely know who tf is around me 😭😭😭😭 i also don’t know if ppl are comfy with interacting so i just let them decide

idk if i’m in a position to be more outgoing but i’ll see next event

30/01/2023

THEY FOUND ME

TURNS OUT, SOMEONE WANTED TO MEET ME NUNG COSMANIA BUT DIDN’T SO THEY SENT THEIR HUNTER OUT HAHAHAHAHAHHA