SINAG - The Student Publication of PRMSU College of Arts and Sciences

SINAG - The Student Publication of PRMSU College of Arts and Sciences โ€œ๐‘ฒ๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’”๐’‚๐’ˆ ๐’๐’ˆ ๐‘ฒ๐’‚๐’•๐’๐’•๐’๐’‰๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’, ๐‘ฒ๐’‚๐’•๐’‚๐’“๐’–๐’๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’, ๐’‚๐’• ๐‘ฒ๐’‚๐’๐’Š๐’˜๐’‚๐’๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’โ€

๐‹๐ข๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ฑ | Beyond the Looking GlassItโ€™s a curious thing, isnโ€™t it? These perpetual interconnections between percepti...
10/12/2025

๐‹๐ข๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ฑ | Beyond the Looking Glass

Itโ€™s a curious thing, isnโ€™t it? These perpetual interconnections between perception and realityโ€”self and other. Charles Cooley's theory of the looking-glass self posits that our self-image forms through the mirrors of others' perceptions, but as I've traversed the years, I've found myself growing increasingly indifferent to the gaze of the collective. It's not their judgment that haunts me, but rather the unsettling realization that perhaps their entire existenceโ€”their brilliance or their faultsโ€”exists solely within the confines of my mind.

Descartes, in his meditations, pondered the deceitfulness of senses, musing over the potential falsities of our perceptions. Could it be that the people I hold dear, whose very essence seems so palpable, are but phantoms of my own creation? This notion breeds a peculiar blend of fascination and dread within meโ€”a philosophical vertigo where certainty slips through my fingers like fine sand.

Kierkegaard would have called this existential angstโ€”the anxiety that grips the soul when confronted with the absurdity of existence. For what could be more absurd than realizing that the individuals I cherishโ€”the ones I believe define my worldโ€”might be mere projections of my longing, my fears, my desires, and my own messed up mind?

I recall Camus and his Sisyphean myth, where meaning is fleeting and our pursuits, perhaps, futile. In this narrative, the figures I encounter, whose voices resonate in the chambers of my consciousness, are like shadows cast upon a cave wallโ€”flickering illusions that I mistake for substance. Yet, amidst this existential fog, there remains a stubborn ember of hope. Perhaps, in acknowledging the fragility of these perceptions, I can peel back the layers of romanticized illusion to discover a deeper truth. Perhaps, by accepting the possibility of their non-existence, I can glimpse a more profound understanding of my own reality.

So, I continue to navigate this labyrinth of introspection, grappling with the paradox of being both observer and observed. And as I do, I am reminded of Nietzsche's admonition: "He who fights with monsters should look to it that he himself does not become a monster." In my pursuit of truth, I must tread carefully, lest I lose myself in the very reflections I seek to decipher. For in the end, whether they are figments of my imagination or beings with lives as vivid as my own, the journey toward understanding remains an odyssey of self-discoveryโ€”one where the lines between reality and perception blur, revealing the convoluted entanglements of human experience.

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Words | yvospade
Art | Yro Dulay

๐‹๐ข๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ฑ | Puhon (Someday)Remember the aromatic coffee in your cup,your silhouette in the morning light,and the flow...
03/12/2025

๐‹๐ข๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ฑ | Puhon (Someday)

Remember the aromatic coffee in your cup,
your silhouette in the morning light,
and the flower that gradually blooms.
These are the things you can fathomโ€”
why you are still staying grounded
and why you keep stepping forward.

Refuse your attempts to look back.
Forgive yourself for the things you lack.
Forget the wrong calculations and mistakes.
Focus on the chances you can still take.
Avoid those who ruffle your feathers.
Get along with those who help
your wings grow stronger.

Soar in the sky without fearing to fall.
Learn to appreciate the beauty within your soul.
Disallow yourself from listening to the wrong loud voices.
Perform and do well without audiences.
Choose flaming desires without getting burned.
Then you will be grateful for trying enough.
Puhon.

Words | Les Lietter
Art | Marianne Alexis Dumlao
Layout | Mary Rozelle Yabes

๐๐„๐–๐’ | CASians shine at CAASUC 2025The President Ramon Magsaysay State Universityโ€“College of Arts and Sciences (PRMSU-CA...
01/12/2025

๐๐„๐–๐’ | CASians shine at CAASUC 2025

The President Ramon Magsaysay State Universityโ€“College of Arts and Sciences (PRMSU-CAS) students excelled at the 2025 Culture and the Arts Association of State Universities and Colleges (CAASUC) Festival, held at Pampanga State Agricultural University (PSAU) on November 22-26.

The Radio Drama team, with Kianne Reizl Tizon, John Mark Galzote, and Lalaine Ivy Gravanzo, showcased their emotional storytelling and earned 2nd place in the competition.

Demonstrating her strong writing and creative skills, Hannah Eclarino secured the 3rd place in the Pagsulat ng Sanaysay category.

In the Live Band competition, Banda ni Ramon, with bassist Sean Daniel Dalusong, secured 4th place with their performances of Huling Sayaw and The Ordertaker.

Meanwhile, Teatro Dingal with Glenn Kenneth Lascano and Vergel Mendoza also finished in 4th place with a powerful and emotional performance in the Short and Sweet Play โ€“ Dialogue category.

Overall, PRMSU ranked 8th among 13 universities competing in this yearโ€™s CAASUC Festival.

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Report | Lalaine Ivy Gravanzo
Photos | Jelord Ramos & SSP Drama
Layout | Gwenn Arshe Aquino

14/11/2025

๐–๐€๐“๐‚๐‡ | President Ramon Magsaysay State University kick off the lighting ceremony 2025 at Magsaysay Circle, Iba Campus, November 14.
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Report | Kristine Joy Minor
Video | Vanjazer Cadaos & Glaiza Nikka Ligsay

๐Š๐Ž๐Œ๐ˆ๐Š๐’ | ๐™๐™–๐™ข๐™ž๐™ก๐™ž๐™–๐™ง?Familiar yung tanong, eh yung sagot?  _____Art | Hanna Cel EguitaLayout | Rozelle Yabes
12/11/2025

๐Š๐Ž๐Œ๐ˆ๐Š๐’ | ๐™๐™–๐™ข๐™ž๐™ก๐™ž๐™–๐™ง?

Familiar yung tanong, eh yung sagot?




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Art | Hanna Cel Eguita
Layout | Rozelle Yabes

๐‹๐Ž๐Ž๐Š | President Ramon Magsaysay State University (PRMSU) - College of Arts and Sciences (CAS), joins the Interactive CP...
03/11/2025

๐‹๐Ž๐Ž๐Š | President Ramon Magsaysay State University (PRMSU) - College of Arts and Sciences (CAS), joins the Interactive CPR Lecture Demonstration held at the University Gymnasium, November 3.

In line with the celebration of National Cardio Pulmonary Resuscitation (CPR) Month, this program aims to give students the basic understanding of CPR principles, recognition of cardiac arrest, and the proper way of performing CPR.

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Report | Kristine Joy Minor
Photos | Janraw Pasol

๐ˆ๐๐Š๐“๐Ž๐๐„๐‘ | ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐Ÿ๐ข๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ: ๐€๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐'๐™†๐™–๐™ก๐™–๐™ฌ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฃ๐™– ๐™†๐™–๐™ง๐™–๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™–๐™ก๐™–๐™ฃ'Magaling MatalinoIlan lang yan sa mga katagang hindi na bag...
31/10/2025

๐ˆ๐๐Š๐“๐Ž๐๐„๐‘ | ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ฒ-๐Ÿ๐ข๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ: ๐€๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐

'๐™†๐™–๐™ก๐™–๐™ฌ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™ฃ๐™– ๐™†๐™–๐™ง๐™–๐™ฃ๐™œ๐™–๐™ก๐™–๐™ฃ'

Magaling
Matalino
Ilan lang yan sa mga katagang hindi na bago sa akin.
Sa araw-araw na pagpunta ko sa paaralan,
bitbit ko na ang mga medalyang may ukit ng aking pangalan.

Sa bawat patimpalak at organisasyon hindi ako nawawala sa listahan.
Kaya hindi na ako nagtataka kung bakit halos lahat ako ay kilala.

Tuwing aakyat ako sa entablado, madadagdagan ulit ang mga ito.
Isasabit sa aking leeg, titingin sa harap at papalakpakan ng maraming tao.

Ngunit sa pagtungtong ko sa kolehiyo - marami ang nagbago.
Isa na dito ang unti-unting pagkawala ng aking mga tropeyo.

Sa pagtapak ko sa paaralan,
wala na ang ngiti ng nakaraan
Ang dating magaling sa iba't ibang larangan -
unti-unti ng naliligaw sa kawalan.

Ang medalyang nakasabit ay hindi na ginto,
kundi isang kalawang metal na sa aki'y sumasakal.
Ang dating umaakyat sa entablado,
Ngayon ay nasa gilid โ€“ nakayuko.
Iniiwasang titigan ang mga taong minsan syang hinangaan.

Matalino
Magaling
Mahirap mang aminin, ngunit alam kong hindi na ito para sa akin.




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Words | Serenitine
Art | Hannah Cel Eguita

๐ˆ๐๐Š๐“๐Ž๐๐„๐‘ | ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ข๐ž๐ญ๐ก ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ: ๐•๐š๐œ๐š๐ง๐ญ'๐˜ผ ๐™ƒ๐™ค๐™ช๐™จ๐™š ๐™๐™ช๐™ก๐™ก ๐™ค๐™› ๐™€๐™ข๐™ฅ๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™š๐™จ๐™จ'By the door, the wall holds memoriesโ€”a vase with a plant s...
31/10/2025

๐ˆ๐๐Š๐“๐Ž๐๐„๐‘ | ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ซ๐ญ๐ข๐ž๐ญ๐ก ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ: ๐•๐š๐œ๐š๐ง๐ญ

'๐˜ผ ๐™ƒ๐™ค๐™ช๐™จ๐™š ๐™๐™ช๐™ก๐™ก ๐™ค๐™› ๐™€๐™ข๐™ฅ๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™š๐™จ๐™จ'

By the door, the wall holds memoriesโ€”
a vase with a plant standing with skinny twigs,
a rug welcomingโ€”fabric now thorned,
and a giraffe pointing at pencil lines
where a little girl recorded her height.

The plant leansโ€”brittle with thirst,
its skin browned and leaves down,
in front of the house that is empty now.

The rug liesโ€”crooked and misshapen,
it's woven smile unraveled,
a mockery of welcome in a place that never was.

The pencil marks stopped too soon,
the birthdays with yearsโ€”holding a familiar tune,
she would stand thereโ€”back at the wall,
with a smile that knew nothing at all.

The walls have learned restrained as they hum softly,
holding the echoes of slammed doors and arguing loudly,
of a father who forgot to return,
of a mother who should not have stayed,
with the ghost of a voice asking:
"Is anyone home? Can I play?"

Now the doors are locked again;
the curtains hanging like tilted lungs,
the vase stays by the wallโ€”rotting,
like a memory that is dying slowly
of a house so full yet empty.




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Words and Art | Magikarp

๐ˆ๐๐Š๐“๐Ž๐๐„๐‘ | ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ-๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ก ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ: ๐‹๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ๐จ๐งThey call it dedication.I called it burning.My notes became ashes of sleepless nig...
30/10/2025

๐ˆ๐๐Š๐“๐Ž๐๐„๐‘ | ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ-๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ก ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ: ๐‹๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ๐จ๐ง

They call it dedication.
I called it burning.

My notes became ashes of sleepless nights.
Pages are blur beneath tired eyes.
How can a person who loves learning
Is now suffocated and drowning?

The lesson doesnโ€™t fit in my head anymore.
They sit on my chest,
pressing, whispering
Youโ€™re falling behind.

Every lesson turned into noiseโ€”
black ink, trembling hands
and a whisper inside my head โ€”
asking for a pause.

The light of knowledge is starting to get blurry.
The silence turns into whispers of doubt.
How can learning break me?
When it's supposed to make me whole.




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Words | Serenitine
Art | Aliesha Gallamos

๐…๐„๐€๐“๐”๐‘๐„ | Winning with Heart: Psych and Bio Danced Their Way to VictoryThe PRMSU Gymnasium erupted with cheers as the 2n...
29/10/2025

๐…๐„๐€๐“๐”๐‘๐„ | Winning with Heart: Psych and Bio Danced Their Way to Victory

The PRMSU Gymnasium erupted with cheers as the 2nd Culminating Activity officially kicked off on October 23 and 24, 2025. CASian students stand out as they turned pressure into passionโ€”proudly carrying the CAS banner high.

Wearing colorful costumes, holding handcrafted props, and fueled by the loud support of their peers, they showcased creativity, unity, and heartโ€”proof that the CAS spirit never fails to shine.

๐—ฃ๐˜€๐˜†๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ผ๐—น๐—ผ๐—ด๐˜† ๐Ÿฎ๐—•: ๐—š๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐—ฒ ๐—จ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ฃ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜€๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ฒ

Balancing research work and dance rehearsals was no easy feat for BS Psychology 2B, but according to Mia Montemayor and Hans Lucero, their teamwork made it possible.

"Totoo po na napag-sabay namin โ€˜yung research namin habang nagpa-practice," Mia shared. "With everyoneโ€™s cooperation, naging maayos โ€˜yung sayaw namin at gumanda siya."

Even in tiring moments, like late-night practices that stretched until 6 p.m., the team stayed committed. "Very cooperative, sila," Mia recalled fondly. "Sumusunod sila sa amin ni Hans kahit pagod na."

When their section was announced as 1st Place in Social Dance, emotions ran high.

"Umiiyak na ako sa kaba," Mia laughed. "Pero sabi ni Hans, kahit ano mangyari magiging okay kami. We didnโ€™t expect na pang-1st kami, but we were thankful and proud. The teamwork led us to become better."

๐—•๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—น๐—ผ๐—ด๐˜† ๐Ÿฎ๐—•: ๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฅ๐—ต๐˜†๐˜๐—ต๐—บ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—ง๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—บ๐˜„๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ธ

For BS Biology 2B, the road to becoming Festival Dance Champion was built on discipline and collaboration. Their mayor, Sam Andrei Eamilao, helped lead the performance, but he made sure everyoneโ€™s voice was heard.

"It was really a group effort," Sam said. "Everyone contributed ideas and worked hard. We practiced after school and even on weekends to polish our performance." Despite the exhaustion from balancing classes and rehearsals, the section stayed motivated through laughter and support.

"The most memorable part was how we all supported each other kahit pagod na," Sam shared. "We just enjoyed the performance until the end." When the results were announced, the victory hit differently.

"We didnโ€™t expect to be the champion," Sam admitted. "It felt like all the sleepless nights and sacrifices finally paid off. Victory is not just about being the best but about giving your best until the end."

๐—ข๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ช๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ป๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜€ ๐—ช๐—ต๐—ผ ๐—ฆ๐—ต๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ ๐—•๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ด๐—ต๐˜

The celebration of talent and dedication did not end there. Other CAS students also made their mark with remarkable performances across categories.

In the Social Dance, Psychology 2C emerged as a standout contender, earning both Best in Music and 2nd Place, while Psychology 2A secured 4th Place in the same category and impressed with a 3rd Place finish in Folk Dance.

The Biology community likewise dominated the stage. Bio 2A earned 1st Place in the Festival Dance along with Best in Costume and Best in Festival King, while Bio 2B solidified their championship sweep with Best in Music and Best in Street Dance. Meanwhile, Bio 2C showcased elegance and precision, claiming Champion in Social Dance and 4th Place in Folk Dance.

Alongside the upper years, Biology First Years brought infectious energy to the Zumba Competition, dancing with enthusiasm and unity that wowed the crowd. Their 4th Place finish was a strong start, proving that the next generation of CASians is ready to shine.

๐—ฃ๐˜€๐˜†๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ผ๐—น๐—ผ๐—ด๐˜† ๐—™๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐˜€๐˜ ๐—ฌ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐˜€: ๐——๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฐ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜„๐—ถ๐˜๐—ต ๐—ฃ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐˜€๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ฃ๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ฝ๐—ผ๐˜€๐—ฒ

On the second day of the culminating activity, the psychology and biology first years brought energy and excitement to the Zumba Competition. The psychology students earned 2nd Place and the Most Energetic Award. But behind their lively performance was a story of effort, exhaustion, and heart.

According to Vyna Layda from Psychology 1B, their preparation was far from easy.

"Honestly po, sobrang hirap pero fulfilling โ€˜yung preparation namin for the competition," she shared. "We started with brainstorming ideas, from the song to the choreo to the costume. Halos araw-araw may practice kahit pagod na sa school. We made sure rin na everything is up to our standards and is maganda kahit we had very limited time kasi we only had 4 days to practice. Siyempre, may mga times na may mga nagba-back out, maraming pagod, kasi nakaka-drain talagaโ€”but we kept reminding ourselves why we started. Team effort talaga siya, walang iwanan."

For Vyna, the most memorable part was when everyone finally felt in sync during the performance.

"Yung moment na lahat kami sabay-sabay na lang nakaramdam ng connection sa isaโ€™t isa habang nagpe-perform," she recalled. "Hindi na siya parang practice langโ€”ramdam mo โ€˜yung enjoyment and โ€˜yung full-out na effort ng bawat isa. Even sa practices, โ€˜yung tawanan namin after ko sila masungitan, โ€˜yung pagod na nauuwi sa bondingโ€”those small moments made everything worth it."

When their group was announced as one of the winners, the overwhelming joy made every sacrifice worthwhile.

"Grabe po, sobrang overwhelming talaga โ€˜yung feeling. Hindi namin in-expect na makakaplace kami kasi ang daming magagaling na grupo," she said. "Pero โ€˜yung makita na lahat ng pinagpaguran naminโ€”mula sa mahabang practice hours, late na pag-uwi, hanggang sa mga pawis, tawa, at kahit mga pagsusungitโ€”lahat โ€˜yun naging worth it. Nung nasa harap na kami, ramdam ko โ€˜yung unity ng teamโ€”parang bawat galaw namin iisa lang kaming lahat. Hindi lang siya basta sayaw, it became an expression of teamwork, dedication, and joy."

For the Psych 1 performers, their recognition was more than just a rank. "We danced not just to win, but to show how far passion and teamwork can take you," Vyna shared. "The competition taught us discipline, patience, and love for what we do. To be recognized for something you truly worked hard for, habang nag-eenjoy pa.โ€

๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—–๐—”๐—ฆ ๐—ฆ๐—ฝ๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜ ๐—Ÿ๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ข๐—ป

For all the performers, winning was more than just earning titlesโ€”it was about growth, teamwork, and pride. Their stories show that even with rushed preparations, the CAS community can still shine through creativity, cooperation, and heart.

Basta CAS, malaCAS!

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Writer | Shandi Nicole Deveraturda
Layout | Mary Rozelle Yabes

๐ˆ๐๐Š๐“๐Ž๐๐„๐‘ | ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ-๐ž๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ๐ก ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ: ๐’๐ค๐ž๐ฅ๐ž๐ญ๐š๐ฅ'๐™’๐™๐™š๐™ฃ ๐˜ฟ๐™š๐™จ๐™ฅ๐™–๐™ž๐™ง ๐™‡๐™–๐™ข๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ฉ๐™จ ๐™๐™–๐™ž๐™ง'This ail of mine longs for a cureโ€”not a swift, nor a...
29/10/2025

๐ˆ๐๐Š๐“๐Ž๐๐„๐‘ | ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ-๐ž๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ๐ก ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ: ๐’๐ค๐ž๐ฅ๐ž๐ญ๐š๐ฅ

'๐™’๐™๐™š๐™ฃ ๐˜ฟ๐™š๐™จ๐™ฅ๐™–๐™ž๐™ง ๐™‡๐™–๐™ข๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ฉ๐™จ ๐™๐™–๐™ž๐™ง'

This ail of mine longs for a cureโ€”
not a swift, nor a passing tenure;
one that even I would not lose,
a remedy, for once, Iโ€™ll eโ€™er choose.

A bed, a banquetโ€”a place to lay,
to feel thy hands to rest my fray;
a point to return, not minding far,
to look upon the remain of a scar.

Brittle and aching, to them I fear;
to a sight you hold lingers a tear.
What a curse to exist without youโ€”
then too, a blessing to see through.

Oh, accept that faith maynโ€™t be fairโ€”
a game, a chase we cannot share.
A space Iโ€™ll leave here beside mine;
for you, Iโ€™ll wait, until the end of time.




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Words | Prince Michael
Art | Yro Dulay

๐ˆ๐๐Š๐“๐Ž๐๐„๐‘ | ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ-๐ฌ๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ก ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ: ๐Ž๐ง๐ข๐จ๐ง'๐˜ผ๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™๐™ช๐™œ๐™ž๐™จ ๐™ฃ๐™– ๐™ฃ๐™–๐™ ๐™–๐™ฉ๐™–๐™œ๐™ค'Hindi ko lubos matutunan, ang magluto nang hindi nababasa ...
27/10/2025

๐ˆ๐๐Š๐“๐Ž๐๐„๐‘ | ๐“๐ฐ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฒ-๐ฌ๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ก ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ญ: ๐Ž๐ง๐ข๐จ๐ง

'๐˜ผ๐™ฃ๐™œ ๐™๐™ช๐™œ๐™ž๐™จ ๐™ฃ๐™– ๐™ฃ๐™–๐™ ๐™–๐™ฉ๐™–๐™œ๐™ค'

Hindi ko lubos matutunan, ang magluto nang hindi nababasa ang aking mukha.
Bawat hawak sa kutsilyo, tila may ibang hapdi na sumasabay sa hangin.
Bawat balat na tinatalupan, may alaala ring unti-unting lumilitawโ€”
malinaw, matalim, totoo.

Naalala ko si Tyang, naghihiwa ng tahimikโ€” walang bakas ng luha.
Matagal na palaisipan, "Paano nagagawa iyon ni tyang."
Samantalang mga luha ko'y tila ulan sa sunod-sunod na pag-agos.
"Balat-sibuyas ka talaga." ang sabi ni kuya.
Panibagong alaalang bumulong sa akin.

Bumagal ang aking paghiwa.
Ang luha, unti-unting bumagsak sa kahoy na lamesa.
Ngunit hindi ko ito pinunasan.
Hinayaan kong dumaloy. Tila pagpapatotoo na may nararamdaman pa rin ako,
kahit ilang ulit nang nagbalat ang puso.

Nang matapos, kalahati lang ang natira sa sibuyas.
Tinitigan ko itoโ€” mga bilog na kumikislap sa ilalim ng ilaw.
Parang mga alaala na ayaw mawala.

Ngumiti ako sa gitna ng hapdi.
"Siguro nga, balat-sibuyas ako."
"Sa loob? balat-sibuyas." paguulit ko.




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Words | Ayasha Dumangas
Art | Jessmyn Mistica

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