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13/06/2025

I am a girl. As a child, I was harassed multiple times.
I used to play with the younger sister of a brother in the neighboring apartment. The relationship between our two families was good. Since we lived next door, I often went there.
That brother used to shower me with affection. He would give me more chocolates than his own sister. Since I don't have any siblings, I liked him. I used to wish he was my brother.
One day, while playing with his sister, their mother took her to the market. When I was about to leave, the brother asked me to play with him instead.
So I stayed there. After his mother left, he made me participate in his ma********on. He behaved in an adult way with me. From then on, he would often make me do this. He even brought his friend once.
Suddenly, they moved out of that apartment but remained in the same area.
He told me not to tell anyone. I respected him so much that I couldn't.
I was too young back then to understand. Since I've understood, I can't stand any boy. I can't even tolerate the men in my own family.
I see that boy in the neighborhood. He's married, has children. But because of that past, I can't get married.
I keep rejecting so many grooms; whenever I see one, I think he must have done something similar to a girl like me.
The sad part is, one groom liked me so much that he offered to cover all wedding expenses for both sides, wouldn't take a single thread from the bride's side, and even agreed to our terms for the dower.
Seeing his eagerness, after I told him about my trauma, he never replied to my message. Yet, he had come to our house six times to discuss this marriage.
Now my family is also annoyed. But I have no desire to get married. Whenever I see a boy, I'm reminded of him.
Even if I get married, I won't be able to accept him properly. I don't even know if I should get married, because it will ruin his life along with mine.

06/06/2025

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27/05/2025

On behalf 🍁🍁
As-salamu alaykum.
I'm married, and it's been six months. My husband is my maternal cousin. My mother-in-law, who is also my aunt, wished for this marriage, and she brought me into the family because she liked me very much. I'm the most cherished among my three sisters, so my family also agreed to this decision as they didn't want to let me go. The problem is that my husband probably had a previous relationship. He seems to be carrying deep emotional pain from his university life, along with some happy memories, all by himself.
I'm not a part of that chapter of his life. Otherwise, he's a good person. He's very honest, jokes around, and isn't indifferent about family matters. He spends enough on my maintenance. But the deep problem is that it's very difficult to understand his mind. He's very reserved and never opens up.
We are rarely intimate. When we share an intimate moment, his eyes and face seem to be looking for someone else. I can clearly see his frustration. While I don't claim to be extremely beautiful, I'm reasonably attractive. When I hear him say, "Why aren't your lips like that?" I understand that there were other lips in his life that strongly attracted him, someone he found peace embracing.
You might say I'm dwelling too much on the past and should move forward.
But whenever I think about how I can take the place of a woman who could influence a calm, river-like person like him so much, I feel lost. He doesn't notice me. If he did, he would understand that I am quite intelligent. His indifference and half-hearted affection hurt me.
Please tell me what I should do. From what I've gathered from my sister-in-law, he could never tell his family about this woman in his life, and that's why I was brought in to make him forget her. The girl was of a different religion, which is why they had to part ways. I do believe they are no longer in contact, but he also has no affection for me.
This marriage feels meaningless to me.
I feel like meeting that girl and getting them back together. Let all three of our lives be saved. Let no one suffer.
How do some girls come into this world with such good fortune?

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09/12/2024

Anon post

Question: What is the status of my Nikah in this situation?

I have been in a marriage for 13 years, but it hasn’t been a good one. My husband showed no interest in me from the start. Due to cultural and societal pressure, I stayed to maintain the household. We have two daughters, now aged 13 and 10. Stepping out of the marriage feels nearly impossible because I was raised by my aunt after my parents’ divorce, and they are now occupied with their own families.

My in-laws are supportive, providing me with my own portion of the house, but my job and salary aren’t enough to fully support my children on my own. My husband used to travel abroad frequently for work, sometimes staying away for 6–8 months. Since 2015, we have had no physical relationship. In 2019, he left for work again and hasn’t returned. My in-laws assure me that he’s facing some difficulties and encourage me to pray for him, saying he hasn’t remarried and will come back eventually.

However, I am concerned about the status of my Nikah. Am I still in his Nikah even though we have had no physical relationship since 2015, and he has essentially disowned me emotionally and physically since the birth of my younger child in 2014?

I seek guidance on whether my marriage is still valid under Islamic law, given these circumstances.