25/08/2025
Hormones… Reflecting on my life tonight 🙏🏻
I used to believe that some things just weren’t for me. Live-streaming was one of them. I tried it, felt like I was failing, and eventually gave up. The guilt of spending time away from my kids for something with “zero output” was too much. People told me to quit, and I did. 🥹🥹
But the thought of giving my kids a better life, especially with Jared (probably) starting school soon, stresses me out. The cost of a good education is no joke, and I knew I had to try again. So, when the opportunity to kickstart my live-streaming journey in Bangkok with .heloplus came up, I didn’t hesitate. I said yes almost instantly, even though it meant leaving my babies behind.
It’s a strange feeling—smiling on screen while my heart aches from missing them. There are days when I just want to be home, hugging them tight. But this trip isn’t just about me; it’s about building a better future for them. I’m learning to unlearn my doubts, relearn what it means to be resilient, and grow beyond my fears. If you don’t know me WELL enough, I am an introvert.
To everyone who told me it wasn’t worth it, I just broke my personal record and achieved double-digit sales in a single stream. It may not seem like a lot, but it’s a big deal to a small creator like me. This journey has shown me that with a little determination and a lot of support from family and friends, anything is possible.
There is always a first to everything - from streaming overseas to taking GrabBike for the first time in my life! I am thankful for every single opportunity given to me.
I may make mistakes along the way but please be patience with me & watch me grow ❤️
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